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When I feel lonely and sad I mostly either listen to music or make up a random song about how I feel and eventually feel better(and forget what I came up with before I can write it down. some times when I feel lonely I talk to my self,sometimes I ball up in the corner and rock back in forth cryin,but thats only if I really really depressed,and some times I just lay on the ground and not feel a care in the world where no body else will walk at and feel like as if I dont even exist,I have thought of suicide but I know I dont have the balls to becuz even though I already know Im goin to Hell it also feels as if I know that when I die I will sees to exist,and non existance is one of my phobias.

for me i listen to alot of music and do my best to not actualy be alone like my girl just left me about a month ago now and i went and stayed at my friends house for almost a month so i wouldnt have to actualy be alone and i also drown myself in videogames and s**t like that too