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Here they come. The urges to attack. To cause harm to you.
Now they burn. They melt all of my sanity from my mind.
The taste in my mouth is sour. Though I hope I never wash it out. Because I got this taste from you.
It aches. The pain shoots through my heart. I've never felt it before.
I guess this is what it feels like to have a broken heart. But as the emotions flood out, I think of you. And I could never regret being burdened. Because you're not a burden, but a crutch to hold to.
You're always by my side when I need you. As the teeth sink in. And the blood spills out, I try my best to figure life out.

So here I am again. On the same old mindset. Waiting for the chance to come so I can take it. I understand the consequence, what they will do. But I'd rather die than live a life without you.
So these are my final words. The last breaths of the agony.
I'm told by everyone to spend them wisely.
So I guess...if I could say anything to you.
I'd say I love you and I'm sorry. There was nothing I could do... heart