My deep, behind-the-scenes look at my life continues in this next action-packed installment of... eh... yea..

So, my grunge continues. Just grunged out all day. It's like I know that s**t's going good for me, but... there's just a piece missing. I haven't had a real life relationship in quite sometime... just over Gaia for the recent part, and I think I miss human contact... however, me and Chris are doing... pretty good as far as the long distance goes... I think... he's very difficult to read when I can't see his face.

Speaking of Chris, I'm very afraid for our relationship. I love him, but... we're so very different. We always talk about living together and what we'd do with certain s**t... music especially. He likes the... pop and mainstream and I, of course, love the heavy metals/rock. I also sometimes find it kind of hard to talk to him... I have a feeling that he's not always paying attention when I tell him stuff about me.

Don't get me wrong, he's a great lover. He writes me poetry, he's VERY handsome, and he's definitely smooth (So's his personality wink ). I just.... bah, I don't know. Like I said, grunge.

As far as regular human contact, I haven't seen any of my very small circle of friends in months now. It's not a matter of being busy, it's a matter of having absolutely ******** nothing to do. My siblings have all gone and either sold off or broken all my old gamecube multi-player games, and there are close to NONE for the PS3. So, there'd just be awkward tension (probably sexual with my suspected "in-the-closet" friend.). Well, this is kind of an overstatement, I have seen my drummer friend a lot, and we've jammed out at least once a week.

Summer's almost over... which is very sad. I'm going to be a junior this year. Next year, I'm a senior. After that... well... I don't know.

Alright, that's it for this one. I'll probably do this again sometime this week. Thank you for reading!