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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2010 1:44 am
* Hello * [The page is written on in sprawling handwriting, lacking control over the crayon it was written with] 
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2010 6:42 pm
* Family * [The page has been drawn on with markers, but surprisingly the drawings aren't nearly as bad as the handwriting.] 
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2010 10:16 pm
* A Painted Paradise * [Roleplay Entry]
Silas was left unattended yet again. Syth and Alice really couldn't be blamed, he was by far one of their more mild children. He didn't fuss or scream, or pull hair, or demand constant attention. No, he sat patiently and waited for them to come around, but... they hardly ever did, it seemed.
Whether it was the lack of attention or something else that gave him the idea, no one would ever know. All they would know is that he was left alone for a few hours and when they came to get him, his room was painted into some sort of dreamscape.
"Do you think Mummy will like it?" Silas spread a bunch of green paint over the wall, and then proceeded to paint flowers all along it. "I think so. Nana maight.... I hope Sissy duzn't ruwin it!" Silas adopted a frown as he then climbed onto a chair so that he could start slathering the wall with blue paint.
"You think I shud put clowds in?" Silas turned to look up into the very top corner of the room and stared there for a moment and then nodded his head. "Yeah, I laik clowds too." He giggled and then sought out the white paint to put clouds on his sky.
While that scene dried he moved over to the next wall to start painting animals. "Shud we put the zaggerwuf on this wall?" He looked up to the corner again with a smile. " I agwee, the hefferkit wud be a better chois." He nodded and then started to paint something that looked like a cross between a cat, an elephant and a tapir.
"What'chu think? Is guud?" Silas stepped back a bit to admire his work. It all seemed quite nice, but something was missing... "AH! I forgotted the whipperwees!" He rushed forward again to start painting a series of dust bunny like things all over the walls, each had a different expression ranging from happiness to anger. "All done!" He giggled and then put the paints back where they belonged. Now he just had to wait for Mummy or Nana to come check on him. Maybe Granny would get to him first... he liked Granny.
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 11:40 pm
* Something Just Didn't Feel Right * [Roleplay Entry]
Silas opened his eyes and stared up at his ceiling, the one he'd somehow managed to paint blue and put a nice bright sun directly over his head. She was there, but that wasn't anything different.
"Good morning." He mumbled sleepily. He rubbed at his eyes and then sat up, which was when he noticed the difference. His pajamas felt awfully tight, whereas the night before they'd been fairly loose. He slid off of the bed and gave himself a good look. "Oh... I got bigger." He looked up to the woman that was glued to the upper corner of his bedroom wall. She merely offered him a smile. She never spoke, but he always knew exactly what she meant.
"Mebbe the others grew too... wanna see?" His face lit up in a smile. She glided down to the floor, landing without a sound and seemed to float over to him. "Okey, mebbe Mummy or Nana has clothes I can wear." He offered her his hand, which she took in her own, and then headed out of the room.
Unfortunately for poor Silas, neither Nana or Mummy were anywhere to be found, or his siblings for that matter. And so he decided to search for clothes by himself. That was when he found his uncle's old clothes, along with some other odds and ends, clothing that didn't seem to belong to anyone that lived in the mansion. Silas snatched a few articles of clothing and then headed back to his room to get dressed.
"I know, I don' think I'd look good in these either." He sighed, staring down at the clothes he'd found, which were laid out on his bedroom floor. "Mebbe I can make it better?" He looked to her as if asking for confirmation. Once more, she only offered him a smile. "Yeah, good idea." He grinned and set to work ripping the clothes apart at the seams.
After awhile of toiling over his creations, Silas pulled on the finished products. A blue shirt with sleeves he'd stitched onto it, pastel yellow shorts, and mismatched socks since he hadn't been able to find the matching one to either of them. "I think it looks good... you?" He looked to the woman again, who once more only smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck from behind.
"I know. Mummy 'n Nana will prolly be unhappy but..." he paused, listening to her as she never really spoke. "No! Nana 'n Mummy are just busy, it's not their fault." His face immediately twisted into a frown. "You shouldn't say stuff like that. They pretend not to see you but I know they can, so you be'er be nice." Silas folded his arms across his chest and shook his head a little. The woman laughed silently and then returned to her perch in the corner. To anyone else, Silas had been talking to himself the whole time, looking at nothing, reacting to nothing... it was all quite unsettling.
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 11:44 pm
* Older * [Diary Entry] Hi diary...
I'm bigger. Mebbe Nana and Mummy will pay more attention to me? Mebbe none of the others grew. I dunno, I didn't see them... or Nana 'n Mummy. Or Granma.
I'm not lonely though, she's still here. She keeps me company no matter what. I see her in my dreams when I sleep, too. She asks me to do things for her, but...
I can't do them yet, I'm older but I'm not old enough.
I wonder if I'll get to meet Uncle now? I saw his boyfriend at the halloween ball Nana took me 'n Sissy to before I got bigger. He didn't seem very nice.
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 5:55 pm
* Whisper * [Roleplay Entry]
Silas lay curled up in his bed, hiding under his blankets. He had opened fire on his family, his own family, and Whisper had asked him to do it. The first time she spoke to him, she told him to hurt them. What truly scared him most of all, was that he wasn't sure if he felt bad about it at all.
Nana had pretended like nothing had happened. She pretended like he had just been cooping himself up on purpose. No.. that wasn't it at all. She never had time for him in the first place!
Mummy... Mummy didn't even say hello to him. The first words out of her mouth to him were orders to stop what he was doing.
And Gramma? She tried to put him in time out! No. It wasn't acceptable. He had reason to turn on them like that."Baby doll, why don't we move into the dormitories? Staying here will only put more pressure on you. It's not like they care about you, anyway. They have they two they like, Yoko and Lucian... Moira's already moved out." Whisper sat herself atop his bed's headrest and reached down to pat where his head would be.
"D-don't talk to me." He responded quietly. He had figured out that she wasn't on his side, but at the same time, he wanted to listen to her. She had her claws dug into him so deep he wasn't sure if he could ever truly disobey her."I'm just looking out for you, baby doll. Lets move into the dormitories. I'm sure they won't even notice that you're gone." She spoke in a sigh, and looked around the room with a bored expression.
Silas sniffled a bit, feeling a burning in his chest. She was probably right, they wouldn't even notice if he was gone... He sat up and looked at her, tears forming in his eyes. "Okay.... w-we can go to the dormitories..."
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Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 5:57 pm
* Goodbye, home * [Diary Entry]
Hi diary...
Wisper told me we shud move into the dormytorees. She said Nana and Mummy and Gramma wudn't notiss if I left.
[tear drop marks are scattered over the bottom half of the page]
It makes my hart hert real bad when I think about it. But she's prolly rait. I'm movin' into the dormytorees todai. I howp they will notiss.
but they prolly won't caer.
I herted them bad.
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Posted: Mon Dec 20, 2010 11:38 am
* Thanksgiving * [Diary Entry]
Momo invaited me to her friends howse for Thanksgivin'. Nana and Mummy didn't has one, at least, they didn't invait me if they did. Prolly becuz I herted them.
Was fun. Gotted to meet Momo's friends. They're naiss. They has two daddy's. Both they daddy's pay atentons to all of them. Wish Nana and Mummy new how to do that.
Wisper was not happy. I don't think she laiks lots of peeple. Oh well.
I gonna partissipayt in Secret Santa. Mebbe I mayk some friends?
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 5:20 pm
* Big Break * [Diary Entry]
Been long time since I rote in heer. Wisper talks to me lots. Met sum peeple... Cambreea, shes naiss. Her mummy isn't verry good eether. Met Nadya awile ago, but never rote. She's naiss too. Her mummy is reely good. She tayks caer of alllllll the kids.
Wish Nana and Mummy had dun that. Mebbe Wisper wud leev me alown then.
Havnt seen or talked to Mummy or Nana. Miss dem. Not seen Yoko, or Lucian, or Momo. Gets lonly. Card runned out wile ago, can't buys anythin' anymoar.
Wisper says I shud go get a new one frum Nana, but when I wented to the house no won was howm.
Did I maked them go away? Wisper says they just lefted 'cawse they dun love me. Makes me sad.
I howp Wisper will go away soon. Shes not very naiss to me anymoar. Givs me lots nightmaers.
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 3:00 pm
* No More * [Diary Entry]
Momo caym over today. She brotted me fud. It was tastee, but... Wisper got relly angry. Momo said that unkle's boyfrend's Mummy wanted to adopt us. That mayd me hapy, but...
Wisper got moar angry and she maded me lose control of my boddy again. She said meen things to Momo, but Momo got away okey.
I'm worried... Wisper says I dun need anywon but her, but... I want a Mummy again, won that will pay 'tentions to me. Wisper scares me.
Wen I woked up after Momo hitted Wisper, she kep tellin me I had to never talk to Momo again. And that if I desided to go with the new Mummy she'd hurt her and my new brothurs. Momo said we wud have three new ones if we got adopted.
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2011 12:08 am
* A Family that Cares * Hi diary.
I got adopted. Deskri pretended to still be with unkle an' tricked me to come over to the house. Then they gotted rid of Wisper so she wuddn't hurt anyboddy.
Now I has a Mummy that loves me and pays attentions to me. Deskri gotted married to Sonnet, and she teeches me to reed and rite. I'm not verry good at it but I'm getting better. Lots better.
My new bruthers are okey. Deskri is creepy... he watches from the hallwey when Sonnet is teeching me, but he never says anythin'. Hayden is fun, he plays games with me.
I only metted Sono for a little bit at Deskri and Sonnet's weddin'. He was naiss. He talks funny too, but he says it's because Mummy accidentally gave him a broken bell.
I'm happy now.
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2011 12:14 am
* Grownup * Silas had taken to staying in Hayden's old room most of the time. That was because Asu didn't trust him to eat properly while alone in the dorms, but also because he really liked having a mother that cared about how he was feeling or what he was doing. She even asked his new aunt Sonnet if she would teach him to read and write.
Things were going really well, so well, that he actually grew.
Silas sat up in his bed, still only half awake, but awake enough to notice that his clothes were abnormally tight. He stood up, which was then he really figured out what was going on because the floor was a lot further away than before. He blinked a few times, trying to get the sleepiness to go away.
Silas then shuffled out of the room and into the main area of the house where Asu was making breakfast for them to eat. "Mummy, I think I got bigger." He mumbled as he pulled out a chair and sat in it. Even his voice had changed, it was quite a bit deeper than before.
Asu looked away from the pancakes on the stove and gave him a once over. "Yes indeed you did! It's about time you caught up to Moira." She laughed a bit and looked back to what she was doing. "Some of Hayden's old clothes should be in the closet, those'll have to do until we can go shopping later, okay?"
"Okay..." Silas stood up once more and then shuffled back into his room to find the clothes Asu had mentioned.
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 11:16 pm
* Lock Down * Mummy told me today that we can't go off campus anymore. She said some other boys got into a lot of trouble and now everyone else is mad at us. That makes me sad... I only went off campus one time and everyone was pretty okay to me.
Deskri says that all of the humans are stupid and stuff like that. I think he's just being grumpy again. He says stuff like that a lot.
I heard Hayden tell Mummy that he didn't want to lead an outing unless someone could keep an eye on Castor and Pollux, but that was over the phone. I haven't met them yet. I heared them screeching on the phone tho so... I dunno if I wanna meet them.
Momo seemed werried when Mummy menshoned the boys names. She said she babysitted one of them before.
I hope everything gets to be okay again. Mummy said she will go get me more paints and stuff until they can get an outing started, since she looks human. I guess that meens that Mummy is not human? I wunder what she is...
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2012 3:06 am
* Lots of Stuff *
Lots of stuff has hapened diary. Errythin got better but now I think its bad again. Mummy said that theres a merderer in the town? She said to be caerful if I go owt.
But I'm not as scaerd of that as i am of Wisper. I sawd her in town not that long ago, with my new friend Yoo. I'm scaerd shes gonna come for me. Mummy said not to werry but I can't help it... what if she comes to our howse?
I don't like this.
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