Dathu
I think you're going through "the process."
I used to be religious as well, and went through the typical process.
God + religion = true. Then add doubt in religion.
Religion = false. God = true, but varies.
God = true, but is indescribable.
God = only plausable.
Atheist.
No god, but fate, destiny, the force = true.
No fate.
Something like that. I see where you're coming from though. From our point of view things do seem oddly convenient, but that's why we have the word 'coincidence', to remind ourselves that no matter how planned things may seem, it's really all just random chaos. = my 2 cents.
I used to be religious as well, and went through the typical process.
God + religion = true. Then add doubt in religion.
Religion = false. God = true, but varies.
God = true, but is indescribable.
God = only plausable.
Atheist.
No god, but fate, destiny, the force = true.
No fate.
Something like that. I see where you're coming from though. From our point of view things do seem oddly convenient, but that's why we have the word 'coincidence', to remind ourselves that no matter how planned things may seem, it's really all just random chaos. = my 2 cents.
Interesting, I believe that my process went something like this:
Belief in God, Santa, Ghosts and Magic + parents telling me that Santa, Ghosts and Magic aren't real = "How is God any different?"
hence my process was a rather brief transition to atheism. :p