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 Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2006 4:47 pm
 Hey all and welcome to the place to see what's going on in Shinkan's mind, whether those be random thoughts, deep thinking, or plots. Well once his basic information is up, he'll take over the journal.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2006 6:39 pm
Synopsis: A quiet and some what of a loner this young Satyr is. To help himself stay somewhat distant from the others, he may snap at those around him, but there's always the chance where he'd be a little nicer as well. Likes: Being alone, the night sky Dislikes: Talking to others, getting lectured Quote: ... Abilities: Agile Movement Weapon: The Dragontooth Alignment: Neutral People he's willing to be around: None at the moment. (And there may never be...)
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2006 3:38 pm
<After birth expierence..> It's strange.. I don't really remember what exactly happened, but for what seemed like a long time I felt like I've been cooped up somewhere kinda dark. It was comfortable in there, and I sometimes heard this really nice sound..
But then there was this bright light. And suddenly I was in this really really weird place. After what seemed like a fall from the sky, I took a look around. Everything's.. green. And I can now actually feel what's around me. The bright light's kinda hurting my eyes though..
Then I look down, and I can actually see myself! Well.. at least a part of myself.
Still, I think this place is weird. I have no clue to where it is either. But.. I guess it's a nice place... it's really big though. I kinda need to take a look around more. So far I've only been in the area where I landed. I'll get around to exploring in a little while though.
Just being able to see and feel things has sorta stunned me..
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2006 8:22 pm
<First Encounter..>
I met another person kinda similar to myself. Even if she was of the other gender, she looked a bit like how I do: Red hair, black horns.. I think her eyes are different though. I haven't really seen how mine look yet. There aren't really any mirrors around or anything like that.
But this girl... was kinda annoying.
Not only did she hit me in the back with a rock, but she was nagging me about answering her and stuff like that. I don't see why I should be nice to her since one: I just met her, two: I wanted and still want to be alone, and three: She was nearly just as rude.
Everyone knows that when you want someone's name, you should introduce yourself first.
Feh.
But after a few words, I managed to chase her away. But I gotta wonder... how many more people are there that are like me?
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Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 3:18 pm
<A Rude Awakening..>
A few days after the local Satyr population decided to go through a mini growth spurt, things seemed to have quieted down a bit. I still managed to avoid any of these new people, and quite frankly, I hope to keep it that way. It may not be very 'Satyristic' to be isolating myself like this, but I prefer it this way.
Well, I guess it wasn't really that quiet since I was just woken up by some crazy Satyr who decided to bash a few pots and pans. I only got an hour or two worths of sleep because of that...
Seriously, who in their right mind would wake the whole village up right at sunrise?!
This better not be a daily occurence...
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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 2:15 pm
<A New.... Toy..>
A harpy, Perrin Mercer, came into the village recently to sell some of her goods. I'd hate to admit it, but I actually went over to her to see what she had up for sale. Most of the things were these strange magical 'whisps', but those were of no use to me.
What caught my attention were the weapons.
She didn't have many there at the time, but she claimed that they were all 'magical' in one way or another.
While some of the daggers there looked neat, there was one that stuck out the most. It seemed to be made of some bony material, and... it's actually quite dull. But there's just something about it that's calling out to me.
And before I knew it, I had the Dragontooth, as Perrin called it, within my possesion. I know it might not make much of a weapon right now, but I just have this feeling....
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Posted: Wed Feb 15, 2006 7:32 pm
<Minor annoyances..>
Feh. I had the misfortune of being approached by several Satyrs and their guardians lately. The first two, Rija and Aquina weren't as bad since they eventually left me alone without any problems.. though Aquina kept hovering by me for some reason.
And that was after I asked her to leave me alone several times..
Aside from those two, there's Seigi, the loudmouth with the pots and pans. He too left fairly quickly.
But the most annoying that I met was this purplish bell and her dryad guardian.
Basically I ended up hurting the bell's feeling, so her guardian got all angry and started lecturing me on it. I still say it wasn't really my fault that the bell got hurt emotionally, but whatever.
This is just one reason why I don't like to deal with people. You say the 'wrong' thing and they just get in your face about it. Then if you don't say anything at all, they get ticked off too. It's really annoying.
And I seriously need to find a place where I can just hide from everyone during the day...
Maybe then I'll be able to get rid of this restless feeling that I've started to build up lately..
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Posted: Sat Feb 18, 2006 4:54 pm
<Starlight, Star bright..>
Ever since the day I left the bell, I've been spending my nights staring up at the stars. From the time the sun sets, to the time the sun rises, you could bet that I'm still out there, gazing up at that dark sky.
I haven't gotten as much sleep as I should because of this, but there's just something about the stars and the moon that really draws me to them..
If I feel restless or troubled, it just stops then...
There was a meteor shower tonight, a big one at that. One that filled the sky with tiny streaks of light. All coming from the constellation, Draco.
Now I ask myself... how do I know this? How do I know the names of the constellations and other stuff about the sky? And why am I so drawn to them? I've heard something that we're supposed to have a past life.. but I don't remember anything from that time...
And that makes me wonder, what had happened back then that made me act so differently than any of the others. I think that I like to be alone just because I do, but...
Ah, I'm just over thinking things.
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Posted: Sat Feb 25, 2006 2:13 pm
<A Restless Mind..> Over the past few weeks, there's always one thing that I encounter each time I go through or around the village. It's the other Satyrs collecting into small groups and doing whatever.
Now that's something I don't really get... Why would they want to spend time with eachother like that? People are just more troublesome than they're worth.. but then again, I'm the only one who likes the isolation it seems. And that once more springs up the question to why I'm like this while all the others are almost always frolicking out in the woods with eachother or with their gaurdians.
And recently, I met up with Vael.. someone who hug-attacked me some time ago... She wouldn't leave me at first, so I said a few harsh words to get her to leave. From what I could tell, it hurt her a little more than I had expected..
I have to admit that I did feel slightly guilty about it, but she had it coming anyway. Then again, why should I feel any guilt from it? It shouldn't be there at all...
Still, there has to be a reason for these actions and feelings of mine... I wonder if it has anything to do with this one event that was supposed to take place a long time ago. I haven't really heard much about it, but I have a feeling that it has something to do with why we are here today.
But in any case, I need to find out what exactly happened. Once I know that, then maybe I'll be able to understand myself a little better..
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Posted: Sun Mar 05, 2006 3:35 pm
<Weird... Just.. Weird..>> I just ran into yet another new person moments ago, only she wasn't a Satyr... or a Dryad. In fact, I'm not really sure what she was. And I think she had wings growing out of her back somehow..
Anyway if that wasn't enough, I ended up falling right in front of her... Stupid tree branch broke when I tried moving to it. At least it didn't end up bruising me like that one other time.
I could have sworn that branch was perfectly fine too...
But it doesn't end there; this strange girl asked me to do a really interesting. Well basically, I have to send a message to one of the older Satyrs in the village. That message?
"You're a bastard and I never want to see you again."
So it seems that I'm not the only one around here who's getting on the bad side of others.
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Posted: Fri Mar 10, 2006 4:40 am
<First Strike..> I really wish that the others could just leave me alone.. And it seems that with a certain few, it doesn't matter what I say or do to them. They still just keep coming back if they find me.
Rija, because she wanted to hug me even though there were plenty of others to hug instead, decided to knock me out of a tree. So to try and get her to back off, I attacked her; my current weapon is... dull so the most I could do was bruise her.
After the first strike, she decides to bring out her own weapon; one... considerably sharper than mine.
And all the while, Ishia's standing by, shouting at us to stop. She at one point, even called me a 'friend.' Yeah right. Though, there was something about all of this that reminded me of something... I'm not sure what it is though.. Gah, I can't remember anything about it.
Aside from that, Rija actually had the guts to cut me. It was just my arm, and it wasn't that deep of a cut. Still, it took me awhile to get it to stop bleeding. And it'll probably leave a light scar too. But after this, she decides to leave.
Next time, I'll have to be more careful.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 2:36 pm
<The Sketchbook..> Something a bit odd happened a little while ago... not that anything that happens is really normal..
Well as I was resting in a tree during the day as usual, I overheard some Satyrs and their Dryad guardians speaking. At one point, Nefi mentioned something about Ishia having a crush on me..
Now I really doubt that's true at all, but it was something I wasn't exactly expecting.
So I go down and see what the heck they're all talking about. Ishia ended up hiding behind a tree, but it really wasn't a good hiding spot. Once I was over by her, I noticed that she was hiding something with her as well; a sketchbook to be exact.
Ishia gave the book to me to look through, and I found an image of myself in there. I'm not sure when she did that though, since I'm pretty sure that I haven't really sat still long enough anywhere near her for her to do such a thing.. And I don't get why she wanted to draw me in the first place.
Though I have to admit, she did a pretty nice job with her drawings.
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Posted: Mon Apr 03, 2006 5:12 pm
I ran into Ishia... yet again.. and literally too. At first I was just walking along and ended up walking into her somehow. She had that sketchbook of hers again, and once more she was being quite protective of it.
And later on, I was to meet with her once more, since a large storm came by and struck quickly. I'd rather not stay out in the rain for who knows how long, so I went to find some shelter as soon as I could. Sure enough, I managed to find a small cave within the woods.
As I was drying myself off, or at least trying to, I was also trying to see if there was anything in the rocky shelter that I could burn to get some warmth in that cold cave.
On the way, I found Ishia hiding in the back... not sure where she had come from though. And she was being very timid, though it wasn't entirely because of me. For after the thunder clapped, she would cower somewhat.
Now.. I know it isn't very much like me to stick around willingly, but I did not want to go back out to find another place. I would rather bear this type of thing than to remain soaking wet and cold. Not to mention that I didn't want to put myself in a position where I could get killed by a single bolt of lighting.
Well, I eventually got her to calm down and relax a bit, though I might have brought up some information that may have bothered her. Because after I told her that her guardian had said she was fond of me, she seemed fairly uneasy. Though, Ishia had said some things about me that caught me off guard as well. Something about me being so different than the others so she doesn't want bad things to happen to me.
I don't need her concern... or anyone's concern for that matter.
The storm eventually came to a stop, and Ishia said a few more things.
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Posted: Thu Apr 13, 2006 3:54 pm
Appearantly, Seigi is missing his guardian at the moment; Ishia had come by while I was stargazing looking around for her. Seriously, those guardians really don't a very good job of keeping track of their Satyrs.
But the change of pace is probably a good one for the boy. I mean, it's not like he can rely on his guardian all the time. Everyone would just be better off on their own, I think.
After saying something like that to her, Ishia went on about saying that everyone needs someone, even if it's just one person and that it's better off to not be alone all the time. She's really wasting her time speaking to me like that.
I am better off alone, if not for myself, then for everyone else.
I'm not sure exactly why, but I just know this is how it is.
If only she'd realize that.
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Posted: Thu Apr 13, 2006 4:10 pm
When I'm not trying to sleep, stargazing, or training, I'm usually out searching for food. And lately, I've really started to get sick of eating fruits all the time; it's barely filling.So just by hope, I went searching for anything else edible that I'm able to catch right now, which puts fish off of the menu. One of the older Satyrs, Fedh, offered me some, but can one really expect me to accept something from anyone else?I did manage to find some eggs nearby, but then I came onto the dilemma of how the heck I'd cook it.Then, catching the scent of cooking fish, I decided to swing back over by Fedh to see what he was using. And what do you know; he's got a frying pan. I also noticed that he was hanging around with Ishia at the moment as well, but that really didn't matter. With fairly little difficulty, I snatched the pan (and fish) and ran off.Ishia decided to run after me, yelling, but again, that didn't really matter.Some distance away from the two, I stopped to settle down and to start up the fire. But before I can really start doing that, a big wolf knocked me over, causing the food I had to fall to the floor.I wasn't so sure why it decided to attack me then, but I guess it could have been hungry or something. I wasn't about to back down though.So what do I do? I attack it with both the pan and my dagger. The creature wasn't quite able to keep up to me, seeing how I managed to jump onto its back. It managed to cut up my left hand, but I eventually killed it by stabbing it in the eye.What was strange was that it let out a really strange cry... one that had the essence of Fedh in it.. And appearantly, Ishia, who had finally caught up with me, thought so as well. It's still not really clear if that Satyr was controlling the wolf at all though.Afterwards, I had little choice but to recieve Ishia's help with stopping my hand's bleeding, and with getting some things from the beast. She took its pelt, and I took a bit of meat, as well as its teeth. The meat was.. alright, but it was better than nothing or than another bundle of fruits. As for the fangs, they might come handy later on. And if not, then I guess they're a 'trophy' for my accomplishment.
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