As if I was wearing a repellent
everyone is far away from me.
No one here but me and my shadow
any who come close leave soon after.
I try to walk to them
but they disappear as I approach.
Am I unwanted, not needed
just someone who seems to always be alone?
Is it me or is it them
that cause me to be only one?
Am I a person that looks too needy
or unapproachable by others?
I know it now....
you all love to hate me and leave me stranded all alone...