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 Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 6:34 pm
I'm ranting again.
I didn't know where else to rant...
Disregard if you'd like,
This is mainly just for my own venting.
(But, if you need to... please feel free to vent with me.)
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[Rant Begins]:
I just can't stand it sometimes. The way people keep staring at me, and judging me based on the fact that I have a child. Even kids who are my age look at me strange... like I'm disgusting.
At first, I thought I could handle it... I was used to being stared at this way, but honestly... I stopped denying it when that damn lady from my mom's goddamn workplace had told me,
"There's no place here for girls like you."
I almost died. During the actual pregnancy with Rhonda, it seemed EASY compared to the looks and glances I get now...
Online is the worst.
And inb4: Why post your picture with her if you know they're going to talk about you?
Well; apparently a friend of mine told most of his friends on Gaia that I was pregnant... and I find there be no reason to lie to people ONLINE. So, I said "Yah, I'm pregnant." He's never been the same since. At first it was just tough love, him calling me stupid for keeping the child... but soon the tough love just turned into emotional abuse... And I swear, there were days were he made me want to throw my computer into a wall and never speak to anyone online ever again. There were days where I cried... and even times where I hated myself so much because of him.
I mean, really... why can't he just be sympathetic? I understand, when some people are really upset, they take it out on others... but Goddamn! Give me a break! I mean... really... I told him a secret, and he goes off and backstabs me like that.
Even till this day, he calls me up and what starts off as a great conversation ends up being an emotional heartbreak. I hate him so... He insults me, then tells me the only reason he does so is because he "cares". To hell with that. He doesn't care a bit, and I hate him for it...
He always says, "Oh Lori, you're so stupid... You're ugly. Lori, why would you keep it? It's not a kid. You have no intelligence..." At first, I could tell it was tough love, that he was so VERY caring that he didn't think it'd actually hurt me, and he honestly wanted to help... But I swear! It's like he hates me now! I can't stand him a bit...
And to those people out there who keep staring at me, and telling me that I'm a slut, whore and altogether a terrible mother... all because of my age! Hell; they don't even know the story of it! And I don't understand it. This little blessing that came out of this shithole of a situation causes me so much grief! I feel, sometimes, that people should worship me for my good doing. I mean, honestly... Do you understand how hard it is for me to look at my little girl and see the face of my attacker there? It's heartbreaking! Yet, I know she's not the same as him... she's a different person, and I try so hard to convey that to people... and the only thing they see is a girl with a baby...
A slut... a whore...
I can't stand when people tell me that I'm a terrible mother. Especially my so-called "friends".
[Rant Ends]
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 10:44 am
Oh my qosh belive it er not u r a qreat mother 4 not abandinq this wonderful child . N if u cant find any friends tht care bout u care bout us who understand u the most in this quild Lori .
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CindyRella__xx Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 4:23 pm
aww im terribly sorreh to hear that they call you that, they have absolutely no right to say all those hatred comments if they dun even know what happened
and your a wonderful mother, and dun you ever forget that
and i feel like having a talk with that boy who bothers you but seems to care about you, he has no right to call you ugly and much more of those rude comments
and ppl who call you mean things and say rude things have no idea what you went through, they dun know how it feels to be called such things and treated in such a way
you seem like a strong beautiful mother that cares for her child alot, your a great mother, ignore them c:
~peachy~
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 4:32 pm
People can be assholes..
Mostly because its "socially taboo" to have a child at such a young age.
Yet its perfectly fine for older women.. even if they are shitty moms.
I say ******** it. You have your child.. and you seem happy about it.
Don't let em keep you down, love ;3
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 8:23 am
I'm so very sorry to hear of what people do and say to others,they need to realize it isn't your fault.You didn't ask,nor want to be raped,it happens so many times to so many people.Yet,so many heartless assholes want to blame the victim when it's their own fault,and why? Becuase she's younger then a 25 year old rape victim? The world and most of it's peopel are full of s**t.I mean,seriously.You were forced into the situation with your child,it's not your fault.It's the b*****d who did it you,but no.The rapist never gets blamed,because ya' know,people are ********' cool like that.i swear i'd enjoy sliting his throa more then anything right now.As for the whore thing,a whore would be a woman with 8 damn kids,and no husband or boyfriend,you are far from that,hun.If i was there,i'd kick the s**t out of anyone who dared call you any of those things.Also,Lori.You are an amazing mother,even thought te child looks like your attacker,you still lover her,because you know she's not like him.Everyone else needs to realize you're not a bad person,you were just under terrible circumstances and were forced into that.I's not your fault,nor will it ever be yours.People,however,are too involved in believing everything that goes through their miniscule minds is the truth,when they don't know jack-s**t about the REAL truth.Sorry,this was at first just a message of showing you some emotional support and turned into a full blown rant.
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Posted: Sat Jun 12, 2010 4:52 pm
Haisieo Korigashine Sorry,this was at first just a message of showing you some emotional support and turned into a full blown rant.
That's what this thread is for...
Ranting.
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Posted: Mon Jun 14, 2010 7:33 pm
Awwh. I'm sorry you feel that way.
People can be so heartless at times.
Your an amazing mother, though... Better than most.
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 5:59 am
Thats horrible! I'm glad you kept the baby though and it isn't your fault you got pregnant and your not a horrible mother and when your baby gets old enough to know the truth they'll think you were a great mom too for keeping him/her no matter what other people who judged you said.
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Yuki Solaria Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 05, 2010 12:35 pm
Ya know, if those idiots are insulting you for having a child, then they are probably jealous.
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Posted: Thu Aug 05, 2010 5:34 pm
indestructable war master Ya know, if those idiots are insulting you for having a child, then they are probably jealous.
Who would be jealous?
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Posted: Fri Aug 06, 2010 7:23 am
Ugh! I can't stand it when people do crap like that! Especially when they don't know the situation. Not all pregnant teen girls got that way because they're a whore/slut. Not you, it wasn't your fault you got that way. I think your a great mother. As long as your taking care of your girl, you know?
I kind of know how you feel. Not because I'm a pregnant teenager, but because I know how people who say they're your "friends" and "family" can just be so mean and dirty toward you. And peeps who don't really even know you, too. I could go on about that, but this isn't the time.
Just ignore those peeps. As long as you know you're good to your daughter, then that's all that matters.
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