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The little asswipe was ranting about how dad is an a*****e for changing it to week to week, granted I don't like it either, Alex was the one who talked back (or in his eyes was just being sarcastic, which is bullshit, he sucks a** at it) to dad when he had a hangover. So we're argueing, and I'm defending Dad, and then he starts getting pissed off because he's losing the arguement, and gets these really strong magnets off the fridge, and tells me "If you don't back into your room, I'm going to destroy your harddrive." So I slowly back away, and I tell him no, and he throws a magnet at my foot (it hit my foot really hard, I think I have a bruise now) and holds his other magnet in his hand read to throw in a threatening positon, so I tell him no again. And luckily he walks away, and I throw the magnet back (I missed, it hit the floor, made sparks) and he yells at me and tries to start another fight.

The little asswipe is doing s**t to rebel against Dad, without attempting to see it in Dad's point of veiw, he doesn't even give a s**t that most of the time it's due to his Bipolar A and B, mixed with his ADD, and something else. Most of the things he does is good in his eyes, and just plain stupid in ours, and if you mix his mental illnesses with the fact that he rarely got to see us when we were younger, and see what we've already learned, then yeah. He's trying his best. Dad really is, I know he is. But does Alex care? Noo. He's just a big a*****e that he plans to get away from at 18. This was the same damn thing Mikel thought and planned, and it was the same damn thing that made hell for the rest of us. He's just fallowing in Mikel's footsteps without realizing it.

If people would attempt to think like me, the world would be a better place. neutral

On another note Alex is a dirty, dirty theif. When we were walking home from when I got called ugly, and all that jazz, he was talking about him stealing. Apparently, he's the type that'll steal small things like candy, snacks, and money from other people. I need to catch it on tape one day and either use it for blackmail, or just plain out give it to my parents. Maybe they'll send him to bootcamp and he'll come back a better person. He should really watch what he says. Some things are better left untold. Stealing is another one, and telling it to your ex-enemy is stupid, 'specially if I were to have recorded that, I would've given my parents that tape already as soon as we got into that fight. He's so foolish and reckless, he's been very agressive lately as well.

He tried to push me into the TV when I was harassing him (I realize I shouldn't be harassing a bear and expecting it to now lash out, but he gets so angry so easily, it's amusing), but he didn't bother to tell mikel to get me to stop. Somehow I feel like ever since Mikel left the house for awhile, Alex thinks he's the "man of the house". He takes control of things the way he wants it be done. From using violence and threats against my weakpoint, to talking back to my parents and just saying he's being sarcastic. It's bullshit.

Part of me just wants to find a way to kill his pride, and teach him to learn to respect his peers, but the other part feels it's not my job and this situation doesn't belong in my hands, and it's for my parents to decide what to do with him. And I think I'm going to take the innocent's side. I'll bring it up with my parents, and hint at it, but I think my hands are full as it is, I don't need to be dealing with this bullshit. 3nodding

Well, no s**t your brother does that to you. It's like a sibling way of bonding. He harasses me, I harass him. It's an ongoing cycle. Even my mom harasses her siblings still in some form or another. And they do it back to her. -shrug- Generally we don't take too much offence to it, but there is a thin line that you're not supposed to cross. Threatening their biggest weak point (mine is my computer) is crossing it.