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 Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 8:20 pm
I posted this here because noone reads my threads anyway, and I figured if I'm going to baww, why not do it here.
Today I feel like s**t. A close friend hasn't been online in days, my favorite coworker and closest thing to an irl friend just got transferred, my schedule is changing, I can't stand a single day without drinking unless I'm doped up on food or movies, I can't find a place to live next month when I move, noone wants to meet me in the stupid lsg thread noone EVER picks me even when there isn't a limit to how many people you can pick. I'm fat and worthless and disgusting and everyone can see how little I have to offer.
I wish for something today. I wish it so hard.
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 8:56 pm
I read your threads and even if you don't know who I am or anything about me I think you're beautiful and sweet. I remember you sending out Christmas gifts to everyone, which is probably the nicest thing anyone in here has done. You are always sweet to everyone and cute as a button in every picture I've seen.
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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 10:55 pm
That's nonsense. You're one of the kindest people I can think of in this guild. From where I stand, you seem like a warm, funny person with a good heart and head on her shoulders. Plus, you're really cute. I would meet you! And if it helps, nobody ever says anything about me in those kind of threads either. [:
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 5:51 am
We're so much alike it's scary. -hughughug- And if it's any consolation, I never made a list of people I want to meet, because I want to meet a lot of people here in that dummy thread, but if I did, you'd be in the top three. 4laugh
Also, there's a stray kitty in my neighborhood that I fed last night. I want her soooo bad, but I know she's just strayed from home because she has a collar and a name tag, but she's too timid to let me look at it or even touch her.
I could only imagine you being like WTF XIPPY WHAT DID I TELL YOU.
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 9:11 am
Remember that time I pissed practically the whole guild off and quit on your behalf?
Just want you to know you're worth my doing that again if I had to for some reason.
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 11:55 am
I don't know if we've ever really talked but everyone ignores my posts too and no one wanted to meet up with me in the thread. So I know how you feel.
But for what it's worth, I think you seem really sweet. whee
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 12:32 pm
You're one of the coolest people here without a doubt. You're also one of the people who doesn't need to make snide comments all the time. I appreciate both of these so much.
I also feel the same about people ignoring me here etc etc I just try to not let it bother me.
And don't feel ignored. Because you're noooooooooooooot! heart
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 1:07 pm
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 8:06 pm
Thanks guys. I really needed all of these kind words. I was in a really bad place inside of myself last night.
Between two or three separate crying fits, five bottles of beer, four hamburgers, and two xanax.. I still couldn't calm myself down. I felt like I was in a deep deep hole and it was really hard.
I have my ups and my downs, but it seems that the downs are getting stronger again. When I move I'm going to go to the VA clinic and see about getting my med changed, because it's obviously not doing its job.
Apart from the bad things I DID do last night I contemplated several more. D: Again, thank you guys for caring enough to give me the love I needed when I was falling apart. It really really helped.
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 9:59 pm
Chillax. Sweetie, you just need to stop thinking so much about every little thing. Also, I had like one person pick me in that thread. That's why I picked like nobody. XD
ALSO. I SHOULD BEAT YOU, WOMAN. Stop doing bad things to your body! Drinking every day is bad! If I was anywhere near you I'd drive there and slap some sense into you. Then let you cry it out and feed you ice cream.
Relax, girlie. Just take a deep breath, and take everything one step at a time. If you want to talk to me about anything, don't be afraid to send a message my way or something. I'll try my best to console/help you.
Also, I'm obviously not the best at treating things... nicely, but that's just how I am. Sorry hun if you're like "Oh God She's mean. D:" <333
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Posted: Sat May 29, 2010 6:58 am
ALSO you were totes the first person I said I'd want to meet in that thread o:
BEFORE you made this. So it wasn't a pity choice, just FYI. heart
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Posted: Sat May 29, 2010 7:07 am
I'm sorry you feel this way. I think this guild must be really good at lurking instead of posting. I know I stopped bothering making threads when mine weren't getting any posts. So you def aren't being ignored!
Things will get better when you're ready for them to. 3nodding
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