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A heartbroken person has it all but cant make anything of it. A rich person has nothing bt makes everything of it. Which one am I I had it all and mad the best of it then nothing of it now I have nothing and try to make the best of that but i fail I fall threw the cracks and make nothing of nothing I was broken by past love and even thought I finally looked ok and acted ok I wasnt on the inside and now I picked myself up to the fullest a soldier that has found his way thanks to his comrades pushing me useing my own anger against me yet I see the lesson they potray upon me. I just want to know how it will end and how long it will last.....How long I will last. this vampire forced into day I walk among mortals and yet I still love and I have yet to burn into the eternal fires that dam me and show me my future I hide in darkness learning all but light love and most of all mortallity myself. Faster stronger smarter in every way more advanced doing increadibal things that people say are inpossible and yet im never satisfied. I just want to know why. A balance broken between light and dark good and evil god and devil ying and yang yet they are all deitys in their own way. So why have they been broken? When worst comes to worst in the end all I truely have left is not a name or alias not a friend not a family or a way of life nor my sayings and belives all I have is what I started with and thats a question Why and when you question my question back with th same and you ask why my only answer shall be the same....I just want to know
ZC