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I seem to be hypersensitive to caffein. I very very rarely drink soft drinks. I rarely drink coffee. When I do it's usually cafe moka or a frapucino or an alcoholic coffee. I do have a cup of green tea most days but not much caffein in there. Wednesday I had a test so I really needed to concentrate so I bought a cafe moka. This was around noon. Then I was up really late despite being exhausted unable to sleep. Then yesterday Starbucks had free coffee, since I barely got any sleep I picked up a cup at about noon. By 5 my heart was racing. I could feel each beat. And I was completely exhausted but couldn't fall asleep. Okay, obviously I'm starting a cycle here. So I've decided I'm just way to sensitive and I need to stay away from the stuff.

But I have a party tonight and I'm so tired lol. But I know that it won't wear off for several hours and what I really need is a good night sleep.

yup, I wasn;t going to do coffee. I was thinking along the lines of tea. But I'm very sleep deprived and I think I need to stay away from any kind of caffein for a lil bit.

Problem is I could really go for a beer, or two, or three lol. But if I drink I can't drive, so I gotta find a ride and then I'm stuck there until a certain time regardless of how tired I am.

Well I live out in the middle of nowhere. No one ever wants to come drink at my house. And no, I'm usually the non-drinker of the group lol. I had a boyfriend that never drank, that was kind of awesome cause I never had to worry about designated driver and what not.

So I got dropped off by my bro around 9 or 10. I had 1 beer and I just passed out on the couch. Came to, had another beer, and tried really hard to keep my eyes open while waiting for my brother to pick me up. Which he only did at 2am. Then I was up early running errands and now im off to pick up my grandmother. I don't understand how I even have the energy to keep my eyes open much less walk! I want tea so bad lol