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The new girl
There she goes, walking the halls,
Ignoring the stares and drowning out
All the whispers. It's the first day of
School and she's the girl everyone
Is glad they're not. The new girl.
Oh yes, they're definitely glad they're
Not her.

Day in and day out she is always talked
About. People wonder ... wonder why
She constantly wears hoodies and long
Sleeves. They wonder why she doesn't
Waste time running to the bus when it
Is time to leave.

But even though they wonder, they never
Ask. They don't even talk to her, they
Act like she is not even there. And that's
How she feels, she doesn't care. If she
were to die today, would anyone shed
A tear? Would Anyone care?

She already knows the answer to those
Misserable questions. The answer is no.
Why would they? She's just the new girl ...

That's what she tells herself when she
Picks up the silver, shiny razorblade
That night and drags it quickly across her
Wrist. "I am just the new girl, the one
No one would ever miss."
She sees blood, feels the mist closing
in on her and adds pressure to the blade,
Releasing more of that scarlet poison and
Making the mist even more addictive.

There is now way she can stop now,
Not after the rush that this has given
Off.

So she cuts deeper, adds more
Pressure, and let's the mist engulf her.
Let's it take her to a place of peace,
A place of serenity.

And then later ...

As she is trying to catch her breath, And
When she is finally able to think rationally;
She makes a decision,
One that has been gnawing away at her for
What feels like eternity. She makes the
Decision ... The decision to end her life.

Oh yes, even the new girl can commit suicide.

thx ^^

love it too much

I have one!

There's a new girl at school
She is walking up and down the halls
She hears the whispers about her
She is very suicideal
She starts running down the hall
There's a new girl at school

There's a new girl at school
She ran to her dorm
She is pounding her head against the wall
She starts crying, crying, crying hard
She doesn't know anyone
There's a new girl at school

There's a new girl at school
She got a roomate
They became best friends
She only had him
He only had her
There's a new girl at school

There's a new girl at school
She tried to make everyone understand she isn't that diffrent
They didn't belive anything she said
She ran to her dorm
She started crying
There's a new girl at school

There's a new girl at school
She bought a knife that night
She wanted to die
Her roomate was in love with her
He bought one too
There's a new girl at school

There's a new girl at school
They killed themselves together
He put her in his arms
She layed in his arms
She died first, while he cried
There was a new girl at school.

me? (if it is, then thank u!)

reminds me of a dream i hade wen i killed my bro but i didnt cry i just left and that was it < is that bad sweatdrop

(me or her?)