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 Posted: Tue Mar 02, 2010 1:17 am
And it always leaves me just completely torn up and even more so because ..everything's okay. Why do I feel so shitty. If he finds out he'll feel bad even though everything is fixed and perfectly okay. If I feel bad it must be something he's done, right?!
It's not, but, you know. It's what he thinks if I tell him I still feel bad, so I don't say anything. I dunno what to do and I just feel pretty awful and have to post it somewhere.
I still ******** hate World of Warcraft.
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Posted: Tue Mar 02, 2010 2:10 am
for the record, better now, sleeping soon
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Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 4:38 am
Well at least you feel better now. 3nodding heart I'm sure by later today you'll have both put it in the back of your minds and it won't be an issue. biggrin
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 3:45 pm
*shrug*
I honestly don't even remember what this was about anymore
But goddamn, I still have such retarded anxiety issues about that game, still. I don't even know how to get over it. It's just a game. He cares about me. why does it hurt.
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 6:28 pm
I'm sorry. gonk I take responsibility for your issues with it, if there was something I could do so it wouldn't make you feel bad I would. Do you still not want to try playing it? I still feel that if you played it with him it'd ease your anxiety about it.
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 6:37 pm
The game is ******** terrible.
I dunno what can be done. We've talked about it - hell he even got a ******** netbook so we can talk while he's raiding or something.
I dunno. It's not even so much that the game bothers me anymore, it's that I THINK these things, and then I just feel like crap for letting myself think it. I need to get over -that-.
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 7:35 pm
Why not one of you call the other while he's raiding, it'd at least be easier than trying to pay attention to a netbook and a PC or w/e :3? and idk why it makes you feel like crap, your anxiety's justified. Though I do agree that it'd be best for you if you could get over it somehow
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 7:47 pm
He has no problem typing while raiding.
I feel like crap because I let thoughts sneak into my head like "oh great he'd rather play than talk to me" and since its wildly untrue it hurts that I'd think that blahblah~
anyway. :I
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 8:02 pm
But wouldn't you rather talk to him? :V anywaaaaay
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 9:53 pm
Lol, not when he's in Vent? Which I hang out in sometimes when he's not playing and is free. He has prepaid service so phone calls are pretty rare. x3 We just use it for textin'.
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