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ll Personal Riddle ll Crew
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 Posted: Tue Aug 03, 2010 11:49 pm
T h e B a s i c s» more of me:[Me]and[Me again]» my parents called me; Avery Janea Valentine » i called me; Avery, Jan » but i'm known to be; The n-Phobe » still young and loving it; eighteen » errr..i think i am; femaleD e e p e r & D e e p e r» baby, i'm in love; sweets ; black ; short hair ; frogs ; talkative people ; books» that's just gross; jello ; pink ; formal clothes ; heat of any kind ; scary movies» please take it away; silence ; darkness ; spiders ; clowns ; dolls ; things that jump» it's an important secret; not available » they are my life; Teddy P l e a s e D o n 't T e l l» a little tragedy known as life;
Don't touch me, please. I'm afraid of almost everything, everything scares me in some sort of way. Whether it is menacing or not, or you are my friend or not. Teddy was the only person that made is go away, Ted or Teddy as I liked to call him, wasn't afraid of anything and he took my fears away when I was too scared out of my wits to do anything. I would freeze, sit there like a statue and stare off into nothing like the dead person I feel like.
My family was normal, no super fabulous jobs or psycho brothers that got shipped off to Juvenal Hall. The only thing abnormal about my family was me, and they didn't even act like I existed most of the time. They didn't even try to help me with my problems, fears or anything to do with my life. When I got into one of my 'fits', my parents just left me be, to be a mannequin left in the corner with no sort of help. In my senior year they finally had enough of the spasms, terrets, and screaming fits that I would get into when I was scared, they shipped me off to The Home. Well, that's what I like to call it and that's exactly what is was going to be. The only thing that I miss from the real world would be Teddy. » just don't judge me, mmkay;
I might be scared of almost everything, but I hate to be seen as weak in most cases. I cover it up with a nonchalance attitude, and a 'cool' persona. I hate being judged more than I hate being afraid of something. I'm naturally a quiet person who keeps to herself, but in no way afraid in speaking her thoughts out loud. After being afraid over nothing sometimes, I think that's it great to speak about how you feel, and that everyone should listen. » no one has to know;...Uh, I swing both ways?» wait. i think i'm being controlled; ll Personal Riddle ll
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Posted: Tue Aug 03, 2010 11:50 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2011 10:46 pm
 Lɪɢʜᴛ﹛"K ɪ ʀ ᴀ"﹜Yᴀɢᴀᴍɪ____[Out.Of.Coffee;; Sorry that most of it's babble, didn't really know where to start. ^^ ]____ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓______ → ___ you'rε buιℓdιng мε up just to brεαk мε dowи _____ -________ → ___ you'rε bειи' ℓoud wιtнout α souиd ___ - ___________ → _____ you pαstε мε ιи just to cut мε out _____ - LightKira.S h i n i g a m i. They were they bane of his existence as if almost making it their goal to plot against him when everything was going just according to plan. Ryuuk was one of the only Shinigami that he'd every met during his short life and Light was sure that almost all 'Gods of Death' weren't as annoying as him. He hovered above Light, like a mother though the slight difference would be the mother had killed her children and was watching them scream. Yeah, a different experience and a deadly consequence should Ryuuk every get bored. It seemed that above all else, Light had figured, that this was all just like a game to him. Waiting just until Light died to go find another form of entertainment, and leaving chaos and terror in his wake. Kira had started with this, and if it was anything to go by then Kira would also disappear from the world the moment the teen had finally passed on. To where, he was still unsure for the Shinigami had specifically stated that those who used the Death Note would neither find themselves at Heaven's Gate nor Hell's Fiery Pit. Not that it mattered much to Light, dead was dead. LightKira.Looking over his shoulder Light threw up one of the apples he'd just purchased, being the only one on the street. Well, he'd thought that before he was attacked frontal assault style that knocked both persons to the ground. The back of Lights head made an uncomfortable meeting with the concrete that was below him. Before he even made the effort to ask who it was, a yellow colored curtain had filled his vision and Light groaned. "Ligghhht-kun~ A high pitched squeal reached his ears before he had a chance to cover them. Misa Amane. While she didn't need to be directed somewhere else less she see a floating apple that was probably in the air above them, she needed to find a new obsession. Light was getting tired of being the ground every time he met the supermodel, his a** didn't like it all that much either. "Misa...get off of me. You're heavy." Misa backed off of him, so that the teen could finally sit up. She wasn't on his chest anymore like he wanted, but that didn't stop her from sitting on his legs so that he couldn't get up any more than this. Light couldn't help his head that fell to his chest as he breath both a sigh of relief and annoyance. That's what he got for taking the bait and contacting the second Kira, he had been foolish those months ago. LightKira."You can't say that to a lady Light!! We are sensitive feelings you know..." Misa sputtered, sat up and was bouncing on his legs. Yes, the Death Note owner should have killed her the second that he'd gotten a chance, but the looming presence that was always behind the blonde told him otherwise. While Rem lived, Light was always in danger of being killed before he could complete any of his goals. Trying to make a new world and falling short of it was not an option that he was even willing to make. Whether it was accident or not, he hoped that Misa's time was soon. Light didn't know how much more of this 'pretend boyfriend' he could take, not to mention Misa didn't even have the partial intelligence that Light possessed. It made trickery easy and cunning on her part all that much harder. Light finally sat up enough to lightly push Misa off and slid he legs back to him, they were going to be numb after this. Though he'd never usually push a girl, in any situation, he felt this was needed and Misa just pushed that button that made him forget the manners that his mother had taught him. Getting to his feet, he made a show of putting his hand to his chest and rubbing as if in pain. He knew what made Misa forget all about his rudeness and worry over her 'boyfriend'.LightKira."Oh! Are you alright Light? I didn' mea-" She trailed off seeing that he was being over dramatic and just trying to distract her. "Ohh~ You're being a meanie Light..."LightKira."I'm supposed to be, aren't I?" he asked. A smirk that resembled a smile made it's way onto his face. He didn't mind the little teasing with each other when he was in a good mood, but right now he'd just been trying to get this conversation over with quickly to the best of his ability. He glanced up towards Ryuuk, who had of course already polished off the red apple, and nodded. Ryuuk made a huffing noise and floated off to do who knows what for the owner of his notebook. His flapping wings signaled the sign of his leave to not only Light, but the second Kira and her own Shinigami as well. Though usually expressionless, Rem raised a non-existent eyebrow at the action and she had the right to do so too. Ryuuk was known to go off on his own when the moment suited him only to come back because he was bored or begged for another apple from Light, but never was he specifically ordered to go and do something. Rem suspected that he was promised a landfill of apples as a price for his actions. LightKira.Startled by another full body hug, he grabbed onto the only thing available and it just so happened to be Misa. It looked to any on-goer that they'd just seen a girl attack her boyfriend with a love filled hug...Egh~ Light opened his mouth to say something, but the supermodel had already let go and was backing away, but not before she whispered something in his ear. 'Ryuzaki just had a friendly visitor, a problem if I had any say so...' As she back away farther, she yelled her goodbye's and was already around the street corner before he had time to react to what she'd just said. A visitor, and a girl it seemed. Light wondered what she was here for. For help? Or was she contacting L for the Kira case? It would all in time tell, but he'd have to wait for Ryuuk. Light didn't know where Misa got some of her inside information, but he suspected it was from that officer Matsuda. He was the youngest and most naive to get info from.L.LightKira.For all the people in the world, Light didn't care half of them. More that most people were sitting around doing nothing with their lives, some were too young to do anything and then there were people like Light and L. L was about the only person to matter to Light in a long time, the only one with the IQ to keep up with Light cunning mind. As he thought, he walked. Though he had thought about heading home after he'd bought the two apple for Ryuuk, now it seemed that it would only deter from his thinking. Sayu would only bug him and ask if he'd been out with a girl while his mother would again fuss over his health state and sleep. His father of course wouldn't be home as he was working on the Kira case, day in and day out with Ryuuzaki. Light headed towards the park, it was easier to think there and he also wouldn't be tempted to go to Ryuuzaki and demand the rights to see the new 'member' of the their team. L had invited what he would guess as the backup for this case. They would to catch Kira, try to tame him. It wasn't going to be easy, no, it was never easy when Light put his mind to it.LightKira.Now he had something else to worry about, an unexpected visitor. Light hated those with a passion. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━_______JUSTALITTLE I N S A N E { music }▇▇▇▇▇ ▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ xxx ---------x ---------xxx ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━
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