My Dear Fellow Captains...
As of right now, I am typing to you all from the apple store as usual. Still there has been no progress as to when I will be able to get a new computer or even be able to get my current one fixed. But as the circumstances are appearing right now, the chances are very slim. Even my friend has done everything he could possibly do and told me himself, "I've done all I could, bro. This computer should be near shot by now and there's no telling if it will stop freezing when turning on or just kick the bucket again as it already has. You're lucky enough to get a few hours out of it if it even does get to the screen."
This is not only a hindrance to my activity here, but also to my family's organization, Edward's Butterflies, which my family MUST continue to keep a float. Just with no computer makes things far more difficult to manage and my mother finds that Gaia, Myspace, and anything else that is resembled with avatars on a computer is a virus. As much as I want to deny my mother's input, I cannot doubt it because our computers have suffered enough after a sufficient amount of time had been spent on Gaia. And sometimes I believe I am at fault for thinking Gaia is virus free.
But I won't completely blame Gaia at fault, for my brother has also gone to too many band sites and enough myspace pages that could burn out an entire archive center. But I digress. The main point here is that my situation has almost been concluded....and the results are not what I had hoped for. In fact, this was exactly what I was fearing when I first joined this guild was that eventually, my computer would not work and I would disappear again, thus disappointing everyone I cherish. It happened in GE but it was without a word of explanation. This time, I can at least explain myself and redeem some sort of closure.
All I can do now is tell you all how very sorry I am for not being on for so long and I know many of you have wanted to expect much more from me. But this was somewhat anticipated... It was inevitable... However...I want all of you to know that despite my circumstances, I am certain you all will use what I have given to this guild and will turn it into something great. Do not waver on your goal to become a great branched guild of the GE family. I have faith in all of you, just as I have faith in the GE family.
And Aylin? If you are reading this, I am so terribly sorry. I hope you can forgive me for this. I did not intend for these results. From here on, the choices upon my squad lies in your hands. I am sure you will make Squad 13 proud and continue to help it grow as it has been. Again, I can't further describe how sorry I am to all of you and that I wish there could be another way. All I can really say is that once in a while, I can still go on a computer at the apple store. Or heck! Maybe on my PS3 but my posts are limited there and getting from one site page to another takes a while. All in all, this was why I retired in GE because I never wanted to become a burden. So instead, I remained as a spectator via guardian to the guild of GE. It was job that was decent enough for me to still keep in contact with cherished family members and always make sure that they were continuing to thrive.
And so...I suppose it will happen here as well. All I can really do is visit once in a while. But that also means I cannot work as a captain if all I CAN do is visit. I am no longer any use to this guild, thus I no longer wish to become a burden. Again, this is not only bad news on my activity here, but more importantly, this is terrible news for my family's organization business. And all I can do now is try and focus on what I can do to help bring back the organization of "Edward's Butterflies" back up and running. All in all, I wish the best for all of you and hope you will continue to use what I have given to this guild. With respect, I request for my crew status to be removed. And if anything, I'll simply visit this guild whenever I can just like I do with GE.
With much love to all of you.
~Zalian~
As of right now, I am typing to you all from the apple store as usual. Still there has been no progress as to when I will be able to get a new computer or even be able to get my current one fixed. But as the circumstances are appearing right now, the chances are very slim. Even my friend has done everything he could possibly do and told me himself, "I've done all I could, bro. This computer should be near shot by now and there's no telling if it will stop freezing when turning on or just kick the bucket again as it already has. You're lucky enough to get a few hours out of it if it even does get to the screen."
This is not only a hindrance to my activity here, but also to my family's organization, Edward's Butterflies, which my family MUST continue to keep a float. Just with no computer makes things far more difficult to manage and my mother finds that Gaia, Myspace, and anything else that is resembled with avatars on a computer is a virus. As much as I want to deny my mother's input, I cannot doubt it because our computers have suffered enough after a sufficient amount of time had been spent on Gaia. And sometimes I believe I am at fault for thinking Gaia is virus free.
But I won't completely blame Gaia at fault, for my brother has also gone to too many band sites and enough myspace pages that could burn out an entire archive center. But I digress. The main point here is that my situation has almost been concluded....and the results are not what I had hoped for. In fact, this was exactly what I was fearing when I first joined this guild was that eventually, my computer would not work and I would disappear again, thus disappointing everyone I cherish. It happened in GE but it was without a word of explanation. This time, I can at least explain myself and redeem some sort of closure.
All I can do now is tell you all how very sorry I am for not being on for so long and I know many of you have wanted to expect much more from me. But this was somewhat anticipated... It was inevitable... However...I want all of you to know that despite my circumstances, I am certain you all will use what I have given to this guild and will turn it into something great. Do not waver on your goal to become a great branched guild of the GE family. I have faith in all of you, just as I have faith in the GE family.
And Aylin? If you are reading this, I am so terribly sorry. I hope you can forgive me for this. I did not intend for these results. From here on, the choices upon my squad lies in your hands. I am sure you will make Squad 13 proud and continue to help it grow as it has been. Again, I can't further describe how sorry I am to all of you and that I wish there could be another way. All I can really say is that once in a while, I can still go on a computer at the apple store. Or heck! Maybe on my PS3 but my posts are limited there and getting from one site page to another takes a while. All in all, this was why I retired in GE because I never wanted to become a burden. So instead, I remained as a spectator via guardian to the guild of GE. It was job that was decent enough for me to still keep in contact with cherished family members and always make sure that they were continuing to thrive.
And so...I suppose it will happen here as well. All I can really do is visit once in a while. But that also means I cannot work as a captain if all I CAN do is visit. I am no longer any use to this guild, thus I no longer wish to become a burden. Again, this is not only bad news on my activity here, but more importantly, this is terrible news for my family's organization business. And all I can do now is try and focus on what I can do to help bring back the organization of "Edward's Butterflies" back up and running. All in all, I wish the best for all of you and hope you will continue to use what I have given to this guild. With respect, I request for my crew status to be removed. And if anything, I'll simply visit this guild whenever I can just like I do with GE.
With much love to all of you.
~Zalian~
