Yeah, so..
I was wondering.
Is it normal to behave the way I do, or am I mental. D:
I'll give you an example, because it's hardish to explain.
I have a best friend named Whitney.
I'll be reading DN Angel, a manga I really like, and I'll show it to her.
She'll like it and get her mom to go out and buy the entire what, 10 of them I think it is? She gets all DN Angel crazy, and I start looking for a new series to read because now someone I know is somehwat like me.
Or I'll be wearing new shoes, and someone at school already has them.
I'll throw them out and go back to wearing my beat up, old shoes.
I cut my hair is the weirdest ways, dress really odd.
I NEED to be different. It's like, if anyone is somewhat like me at all, same hobby or whatever, I totally freak and try to change.
Walking to say, gym class, I'll be early/late and no one will be in the hallway to the gym, so I'll pull out my schedule and check it over and over until I reach the changing rooms and see people.
:/
And other things.
My dad says my attitude sucks.
Like, I'll be all happy and perfect to get along with, and then I'll turn into this horrible b***h that no one can stand to be around.
I'll get wicked depressed or wicked happy, and my mood is beyond scary.
And, I don't really know what to do about it, but it's really bugging me.
I've lost friends because they tried to find the same interests as me sothat we could talk about it together, and then got mad at them when they started talking about how huge a fan they were. And my mood is making people stop talking to me, even my dad. When we're on the phone, he'll hang up sometimes because I get so annoyed at the littlest thing he's say, and throw the phone at the wall. :/
What the ********? >_<
I was wondering.
Is it normal to behave the way I do, or am I mental. D:
I'll give you an example, because it's hardish to explain.
I have a best friend named Whitney.
I'll be reading DN Angel, a manga I really like, and I'll show it to her.
She'll like it and get her mom to go out and buy the entire what, 10 of them I think it is? She gets all DN Angel crazy, and I start looking for a new series to read because now someone I know is somehwat like me.
Or I'll be wearing new shoes, and someone at school already has them.
I'll throw them out and go back to wearing my beat up, old shoes.
I cut my hair is the weirdest ways, dress really odd.
I NEED to be different. It's like, if anyone is somewhat like me at all, same hobby or whatever, I totally freak and try to change.
Walking to say, gym class, I'll be early/late and no one will be in the hallway to the gym, so I'll pull out my schedule and check it over and over until I reach the changing rooms and see people.
:/
And other things.
My dad says my attitude sucks.
Like, I'll be all happy and perfect to get along with, and then I'll turn into this horrible b***h that no one can stand to be around.
I'll get wicked depressed or wicked happy, and my mood is beyond scary.
And, I don't really know what to do about it, but it's really bugging me.
I've lost friends because they tried to find the same interests as me sothat we could talk about it together, and then got mad at them when they started talking about how huge a fan they were. And my mood is making people stop talking to me, even my dad. When we're on the phone, he'll hang up sometimes because I get so annoyed at the littlest thing he's say, and throw the phone at the wall. :/
What the ********? >_<
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