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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 4:44 pm

December 27, 2009

Itsa: SUNDAAAAAY!!!

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I saw Missy's Journal, and thought that I might start one of my own.

I don't care if no-one cares or if someone cares or if someone or no-one or someone and no-one both do care or don't care. Maybe I should have a place to shove my thoughts when they get so messy I can't kick them underneath the bed anymore. Maybe I just need a place to quietly b***h aloud, or sing songs, or share triumphs, or be happy, or maybe b***h a little more.

:3

Welcome to Moko's Space!

Signed,

Mokona the pondering hare

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First entry add-on, but not really, since the paragraph above (I suppose) was an introduction of some vague sort.

I think I no longer care whether I am fat or skinny. Maybe I'm too young to care, but I really have been obsessing with my appearance for a while. But really, everybody is judged in some way, appearance being one. I think I will start caring again, but today, it seems as though it is the least of anything I will bother to fuss about. ^_^

Noooooooo, I don't like emotions through the interwebz. I hate false sincere words, or sweet nothings that really aren't sweet, or angry words that in the end end as "lol just jking" that really did hurt or concern or maybe pretend emo mumblings by an attention whor floozeball in the Gaia Towns.

Sometimes I feel a little false in the words I say.

But blunt, honesty is a little... mean, I guess. Isn't it good?

No. Well, it depends. Most blunt-ness is rude. But I don't want people to feel as if no one cares.

Let's make this a positive community!

rolleyes Yeah, right. Welcome to the internet, dear.

Well, we can try!

Sure. Try your best.

I will, then!

So I do want to be sincere. And I will try!

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I wonder what sorts of comment/comments (if someone or no-one wishes to read this does put a comment or two) I will receive here.

I don't think this is going to be very logical.

Sometimes it will be an info-dump.

Not all the times it will be as... (floaty? whimsical? strange? bored? a word I cannot find, a meaning I cannot describe..) as this. It could be honest to goodness "I had pizza for lunch today and aced a test and that just makes me feel gorgeous-liscious" sort of post. Likely irregular to boot.

Maybe it won't make sense.

Moko is only human, after all.

What am I implying about humans?

I don't think I meant to imply anything about them. Humans are sometimes confusing and sometimes straightforward, so maybe that was too broad of a word to use in such a case, 'human'.

Okay.

Mokona is only Mokona, after all.

And that is all I will write type for today. Bye-bye! ^_^

Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 5:10 pm

Moko-chan, if this first post is any indication, I definitely want to see more. I'll be looking forward to your future posts, regardless of how awesome or boring they may be.

>.> and yes, you get hugs. *huggles*

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Posted: Mon Feb 15, 2010 7:31 pm

Warning: This journal entry was typed while Geometry work was being undertaken. Much frustration and nonsense (Well of course, my nonsense prevails everywhere!) ensues.

February 15, 2010

Itsa: Monday. They’re not so bad. I actually like Monday, due to the fact that it doesn’t feel like I’m running out of time. My weekends are crammed with things I need to do, so it doesn’t make me feel disgruntled towards Monday when it rolls around.

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Find the area of the kite and subtract the 1/3 circle segment from it to get the shaded area.

In order to attain the area of the kite, (GAWDFLIPPINDARNIT) I have to find b1 x b2 x ½. Lucky for me, THERE IS NO FLIPPIN b1 and b2. So what do I have to do? FIND IT. GAWDFLIPPINDARNIT.

And I do repeat redundantly: GAWDFLIPPINDARNIT

Time to vandalize the gawddarn textbook with graphite YAY (feh, no).

ohmygawd i found b1yay.

ohmygawd i have to find b2. fawk.

WAIT.

omgawd i have a wing a lingin’ RADUIS NOW HUZZAH.

*five minutes later*

ohmygawd. i resorted to dad help and i understood it. shoot, and the kite area wasn’t even needed, just the two triangles and the 30-60-90 stuff. Whoa.

:0

YUSH.

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crying

9 more problems.

And Cornell Note summaries for History homework*.

…

wai?

fun. I could be having a minor hissy fit and no one in my house would really care. not that it’s very important, but… it’s nice to feel cared for.

*(Revolutionary Waaar… Disappointing. I doubt we can cover the Vietnam War before the grade it over. It SUCKS EGGS, man. America is swell and such, but the Vietnam war and WWII intrigues me much more due to the fact that it feels more realistic than the Revolutionary War feels to me. Like, I can look at colonial period artifacts like butter churners and bonnets and muskets and such, but it feels like its something that was from a storybook, a made up realistic history, uh… uh… “This came from blah-blah centuries ago” “Noshet, rlly? owo” and I can’t imagine when we actually had a period where electricity wasn’t there. Feels too fictional in my mind. Hard to describe. Hurrah for generation dissonance! Spoiled internet-indoor plumbing- credit card sized computers time period I live in. srsly if all the adults and grandparents died at the same time and technology turned to ash, we teens would be SCREWED. Evolution and Darwin, anyone? The teens that have common sense, survival skills, strength, sight, and stuff that help them get food and shelter along with learned knowledge for extra survival bonus points, and y’know, PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS have a higher chance of surviving than flunky “ohmygod he’s dating her? LET ME TEXT THAT” prep. Ooh. Not too bad. smarter generations, so we can build ourselves back to a time period of luxury and spoiled technology brats so the whole dam cycle can start all over again. biggrin Glee.)

Back to math. HATEHATEHATE. No. Not really. But it’s difficult. I’m an intelligent, capable girl (As adults insist I am. -_- It’s part of their job, and it’s true.) But… I just don’t think, which makes me dumb. A dumbarse? Me? It doesn’t come naturally, like writing! Physics instructor or surgeon, I am not going to be as an adult.

This is all I’m going to blather on about today, though I bet I could go on a whole lot longer. Bye~

(PS. Not very coherent in the Darwin digression. I could have done better or fixed it, but being grounded kind of limits that sort of thing at the moment. xp)

Posted: Wed Feb 17, 2010 4:25 pm

February 17, 2010

Boring journal entry here.

Itsa: Wednesday. Wednesdaaaay... See, everyone pronounces the word "wensday", like it's a person named wen and that's their day or something (Wow. "or something" does not need to be there. Um... In America? Believe It? Believe it in America?).

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Gravity is weird. In a good way, I mean. ( :3 ) I can't see it, and am I really sure I'm feeling it? Fuwah. I'm agnostic about gravity. I like learning Science, though. I mean, I really could have lived my life without any real damage by not knowing the difference between gravity and mass was (Besides if I ever encountered a psychotic scientist/science teacher with a stake).

But what I really want to know are physics! The things that make me go,"Oh my gawd... What?". Or... What was it called again? The subject with Schrodinger's Cat and imaginary experiments and such-so...

*To Wikipedia*

Schro... dinger's... Cat...

Umm... Quantam Physics! Philosophy! Again, I don't see how horribly my life would be impacted if I didn't know such things, but I would like to know them. Ho-hum. I should enjoy soaking up knowledge and such before I'm shoved out to college and studying BLAH in order to achieve a career BLAH and earn money BLAH and have a respectable profession BLAAAH and support myself BLAAAAAAAUGH and my family BLA- whut?

NOT-SO-BORING STUFF

Shittake mushrooms. The Gaia items Wonderland just shot up in price. Gawddarnit... but the Alice in Wonderland movie looks awesome-sauce. ^^ I really want to go see it. I had Wonderland too! Bummer, but it was worth it because I gifted it to a talented, awesome, nice friend of mine. >3<

sweatdrop But... That person made a thread to sell it, I think, so boo-hoo for that. lol The person didn't know it was me, so I won't shed tears over it. ^_^ If it made that friend happy at that moment, then I am happy to have given it to that person.

My friends are thinking of cosplaying to the Alice in Wonderland movie, but... It's time consuming, sewing is craptastically hard, and the date of the movie just keeps coming closer and closer. Nobody has even started, so it seems we're not even very serious about it. I was going to be the dormouse. Well, some of my friends had a different idea for me.

A week or two ago:

Friend 1: Oh, Mokona! (lol Not my real name, and not what they call me)
Me: Good morning!
Friend 1: You should totally cosplay as Alice for Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland.
Me: -Cosplay? Does she know how tricky that's going to be?- (I was slightly flattered nonetheless) Oh.. Really?
Friend 2: Yeah. We've talked about it.
Me: Do you really think I could be Alice? -I don't really look like her, but maybe I'm underestimating my looks.-
Friend 1: Yeah, Friend 2 and I thought it was perfect for you.
Me: ^w^
Friend 2: You're spacey and everything- You'd totally suit Alice.
Friend 1: Will you be Alice? Your personality matches her perfectly!
Me: ._. - Oh... - I'll think about it.

End journal entry.

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Posted: Fri Feb 19, 2010 2:49 pm

February 19, 2010

Itsa: Friday! Friday!

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You know that joke, "That's what she said"? Well, there's another joke like that. It's "In bed". Add it to the end of a sentence at the right time, and presto...

Conversation at lunch:

Me: Ooh, is that a Subway sandwich? :3
Friend: Yep.
Me: Reminds me of that commercial last night. Oh, now it's stuck in my head. Five dollar~ Five dollar~
Friend: Five dollar foot long~
Me: In bed...
Friend: XD

Bye~

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