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No lie. Today I got into my van and went to take the garbage before class. Well I went to break to turn into the dumpster house and nothing happens. I started to panic for about five seconds and realized I was about to roll into traffic on the main road of my town. So through trying to break realizing it really wasn't working and then speeding up to whiz through the intersection I managed to take the long way around Platte City so I could coast to a stop outside of my building.This is the last week of class before finals. I can get by with not going to newspaper but I have to go to Spanish. I need this. I feel like my life is one big constant FML.
I am sure that probably a ten dollar bottle of break fluid might get me through the day only I don't have ten dollars. I am so scared to ask my mom for anything because she always screams at me telling me how worthless I am and all I ever do is sit my fat a** at my computer working on stuff. I feel like I can't take it anymore, not just her but the series of unfortunate events that keep happening in my life.
I feel like I am doing the best I can going to school trying to do something with my life. I gave up smoking pot and cigarettes I have only been truly drunk a total of three times this year including new years eve, I don't sleep around. When my mom asks me to go to the pharmacy and get her meds I go. I feel like I am not a bad person but stuff keeps happening to me.
I work so hard for that stupid photo job and it gets taken from me
My little golden Taurus blows up on my way to work (because the place I took it to get an oil change put in too much oil)
My stupid van's breaks go out on the way to class (reason currently unknown)
I mean I get it I can only afford crap cars so they are going to crap out on me but yeesh this is redic. Sometimes I hope the world really does end in 2012 so I can just be done with this bull s**t life I have.
