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Heavy_m3tal_hippy Vice Captain
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 Posted: Wed Nov 25, 2009 12:39 am
I don't know how to explain it exactly, but I feel... sort of depressed... or like something's missing. I put on the smile for my friends, and I crack all the jokes I can, but deep inside I really feel like jumping of a cliff. Thing is, I can't think of any reason I'm so depressed. It's just hanging there (that's what she said). I'm slightly scared that if I don't find the reason for my sadness before it's too late, I'll end up off-ing myself, which wouldn't be a total loss, I guess...
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Posted: Wed Nov 25, 2009 9:18 am
Okay first of all, it would be a MAJOR LOSS if you went off and killed yourself. Don't do it. I tried something like that last school year. But if you talk to your parents, see if they can get you to a psychiatric hospital... BELIEVE ME. IT HELPS. It seems stupid at first, but thats where they can properly diagnose you and monitor your behavior on meds with the least amount of risk. I went to one. I found it to be even a little bit fun.
If you don't want to do that though, talk to me. Don't just disappear on me please. I would miss you.
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Posted: Wed Nov 25, 2009 11:06 am
Shaky Truths Untold Okay first of all, it would be a MAJOR LOSS if you went off and killed yourself. Don't do it. I tried something like that last school year. But if you talk to your parents, see if they can get you to a psychiatric hospital... BELIEVE ME. IT HELPS. It seems stupid at first, but thats where they can properly diagnose you and monitor your behavior on meds with the least amount of risk. I went to one. I found it to be even a little bit fun. If you don't want to do that though, talk to me. Don't just disappear on me please. I would miss you.
Also, think of what might be making you feel depressed. I do that all the time. I do it during class, during lunch, even during my sleep. Let others know you feel kind of down, your friends should help you. I always tell my bestie(xXNight TigerXx) when I'm sad and feeling depressed because she listens.
If you need to talk, you can always PM me, I'm always on my computer.
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Posted: Wed Nov 25, 2009 12:53 pm
try not to feel like you have to be the jester. if you don't feel happy, don't paint on that silly smile and crack all the jokes; show people how you really feel. maybe you could talk to someone about it, or about anything. sometimes we just need to feel like someone's listening, even if what we have to say is so ridiculously irrelevant and as if we're just wasting their time. let it out, even if you don't know what "it" is.
steer clear from any self-destructive teenage thoughts that we all dwell on; don't cut yourself cuz it WON'T make you feel better; don't kill yourself cuz you're worth more than an early grave; don't drink or anything like that cuz it only clouds your vision of the world, making you happy for a few hours but feeling even worse once the feeling is gone.
hang in there, talk to anyone and everyone you can. maybe go on a long walk and find a good hiding place to just think and do some internal digging to sort out what the cause of your depression may be.
i hope you find a solution to your problem. talk to me whenever. i'm a good listener... reader, since we're online, i guess.
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The Phantoms Apprentice Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 7:25 pm
Just be careful you dont wanna head down the path i have
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Posted: Thu Dec 23, 2010 10:09 am
i gots duh same problem dude...i tryed to off myself the other night... a few times actually i sat in the road for about 30 minutes but a car never came... so im still here...
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Posted: Thu Dec 23, 2010 7:33 pm
i have been down this road and still am kinda. just dont kill yourself. it doesnt solve anything. pm me if you need to talk. ive talked alot about whats going on with me. ill talk about it tommorrow. cuz if i talk about anymore tonight, im going to have bad thoughts
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