Last night we I hit rock bottom and wished to end my life. So I went home and drank until I could no longer see straight. That is when I came here and said my farewell to you all. It was hasty and heartfelt at the time. But as we all know, alcohol will make things worse. When I sobered up I realized what I had done and am trying to remedy these things. I realize now that my life is more important than any of this, and that to take my life is the cowards way out. I am not leaving this place. I am only going to be taking a vacation of sorts. I will be back in time so please do not erase the things I have said and done here. I'll miss you all. *hugs*
Posted: Mon Nov 30, 2009 6:27 pm
Miss Rose... alcohol Never helps, talking with friends and being surrounded by people who really do care about you always helps.
I'm glad your seeming better Rose, we all want you to be here, and want you to be okay, having a broken heart is hard but suicide or anything like that is not the answer, once you get back when ever you do, I hope to talk to you again, I was so sad when I saw you wrote that you were leaving, I felt like I had lost my best girlfriend
Posted: Mon Dec 21, 2009 6:56 am
I am having someone draw you for your christmas present, and it should be done soon, and I'm telling you here because you have pms disabled, I hope you'll like it
Thanks hun! I don't know what's going on with my pm's...I don't remember making it so that I couldn't receive them...but I changed it back to normal. Strange...