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I feel awfully embarrassed posting this, but my curiosity is getting the better of me. redface

Does anyone here ever pad their clothing to make themselves appear fatter? I know a lot of the women and men in this guild are already big, so I doubt many of you do. I'm on the big side of average myself, 5'7" and 135lbs. -- though I've had a long interest in bigger women and feedeeism, I have a boyfriend of 2+years whom I love very much that has no idea -- so I expect to stay at a relatively low weight for a long time. xd

Anyway, I get a thrill by padding my clothing to make myself seem heavier. The other day I did this and went out to do my laundry, and the fact that I was around people made it unusual and exciting. redface redface

Does this sound as insane to you people as it does me? > .< ;; Sorry if this is inappropriate, Fuzzy -- feel free to delete if so. heart

(Copy-Pasted from a rant I already made about this on a different thread in a different guild.)

So. I am sooooo guilty of this.

When I was a wee tike, not only did I stuff my clothes with pillows and blankets, but I would do it in public-- at the preschool where I went, I would stuff my clothes and convince the other girls (and sometimes boys) to stuff their clothes, too, and then we'd play a game where we'd bump into eachother and knock eachother over. Usually it would end with us both on the ground.

The teachers all thought it was adorable. LITTLE DID THEY KNOW that that was the beginning of my toddler libido forming.

Of course, I was tiny, and had no idea what was going on.

When I became a teenager and developed late I'd stuff my bra, and then that sort of led to me rediscovering that game. When I found the feeder community, I often toyed with the idea of gaining weight. If my parents left the house for a weekend, in all likelihood I'd put on my biggest shirt and sweats and spend... probably about an hour trying to sculpt the house's pillows, blankets and the like into a womanly shape. Just to see what it was like. And sometimes I would even pinch my mother's maternity clothes, but that almost got me caught once!

In any case, it wasn't just to see how I would look with the extra weight on my body; it was to see how it'd feel, too. I'd go through a variety of poses and actions: sitting in chairs that were too small, eating, laying flat on my back so I couldn't see over that huge belly... struggling to pick things up off of the ground, lounging seductively, trying to use my laptop (a big belly would cover the keyboard, it seems like).

Believe it or not, I've had fewer opportunities to do that kind of fantasy enactment since I moved out. Parents are bad, but roommates? Roommates don't usually love you unconditionally. Acting weird in front of them is terrifying, even if they already know about my various fetishes.

Feed Me! is the name of the guild. It's fairly active, though it has its lulls. There's a sizeable thread on the matter, over there, and a poll attached to boot. I was interested to learn that actually MOST of us did things like that.

Yes.I have but even though people think its wierd.Its not I do it with my friends all the time and then we pose and take pictures on eachothers phones and send them to friends and said we just gained about 150pds.(Which would make me 350.7 pds.)This is a funny photo! [img]http://i304.photobucket.com/albums/nn169/DanielBiroisCool/sonic-mario.jpg [IMG]http://i304.photobucket.com/albums/nn169/DanielBiroisCool/sonic-mario.jpg[/img]

Interesting! If you ever figure out a way to make that work, we'd be interested to know. 3nodding

You two didn't get any strange looks when you went in public wearing them?