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 Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 9:01 pm
I've had premonition dreams since i was little but in the last two years i've had premonitions about two deaths my great grandmas and grandpas(two differents sides of the family. To my knowledge i haven't ever predicted anybody elses death whether the fact that i was close to both my grandma and grandpa made a difference but i dont know. It started 2 years ago with my grandma's death about a month before i had a dream about her and she wasnt dead or anything i just seen her which was odd i typically dont see people i actually know in my dreams but it was like we were talking then she smiled at me and faded about 3 weeks later she was in the hospital and a week after that dead. Then this time much to my annoyance about a month ago i had a dream i knew was a premonition but couldn't quite figure out it was so odd...
I was sitting in my room a very common occurance and something made me look towards my sisters bedroom down the hall and i seen a whitish shadowy figure come out of her room and walk down the stairs then when i followed it somehow i went from being at my dads house to my moms i walked out onto the deck at my moms and we got to talking about how i have seen and felt things and about dreams we both have had that have come true and for some odd reason i randomly looked out at the yard and pointed and asked "do you see him" and there standing looking at me was a soldier in his 20s he didn't look familiar but i felt like i knew him then he disappeared.
A day or so after i had that dream i learned my grandpa was going down hill fast his diabetes was out of control and they were having problems controlling it and the fluid buildup in his legs he couldnt walk anymore and then he was in the hospital at the beginning of this week and i learned he died today. And last night i got this overwhelming feeling i wasn't alone and felt sick and like there was to much pressure in my room i ended up with a headache and sleeping with my light on all night But i knew then that he was going to die and this morning i was sure of it then this afternoon my mom told me they were taking him off dialysis tomorrow then less then an hour later she called and said he had passed away.
I hate predicting My family members deaths its scares me but i've tried everything to stop them how do i tell my mom that i predicted my great grandparents deaths a month before they died. Being Psychic this way sucks i can handle the sensitivity to emotion the occasional ghost/spirit sighting and haunting but premonitions are to much .
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Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 9:11 pm
Why do you have to tell your mother?
Also, I would personally be thankful for such premonitions because that means you can spend more time with your relative before they pass on as opposed to being completely surprised by their death and not being able to say goodbye.
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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 8:32 am
predicting death isnt always a bad thing. i saw my mother's death years before she died and it helped me keep my sanity because i got the chance to prepare myself for it.
i would have killed myself if i didnt have the chance to get ready for it, its a gift. you need to look on the brightside of it, not just think about the bad parts or else you will never be happy
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 2:24 pm
It's not an easy thing to have these gifts in a society that doesn't generally accept them. If you have someone you can confide in, who has had similar experiences then you should try talking to them. I have two daughters who are already showing signs of being like me. It's okay to feel scared and overwhelmed, but you shouldn't feel guilty.
You were not responsible for your grandparents' deaths. It was their time which is never easy for those of us left behind who love having them around. You could not have stopped it or changed it. Prediction doesn't equal prevention.
However, I would say this. I have had a couple of friends who "shut off" their prediction abilities because it became too much for them to handle. There is no shame in that, if you find this too painful too live with.
I am sending you a big cyber hug - and best wishes that you find the path that suits you best in this.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 5:58 pm
I don't feel guilty about their deaths I know they weren't preventable and both were old and had medical problems its more the knowing something bad was going to happen and somebody was going to die. My premonitions aren't straight forward i never see exactly who or when or anything its usually a benign dream we just talking to somebody who seems familiar but i dont recognize the face and then they say goodbye with both my grandparents i seen them how they looked in their 20-30s not how i knew them so I just know something bad is going to happen to someone i know. Its very difficult.
Yeah i can turn it on and off just as of lately i've been exploring my abilities more. I'm also a mild empath which i have learned to become studiously unobservant and shut off.
My mom knows about my abilities however she doesn't know about my premonitions which i tend to keep silent because they're subject to interpretation. They freak me out more then anything that gut feeling literally can make me ill.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 6:09 pm
i think its great your looking into your abilities more. i think being an empath has something to do with seeing the future and the gut feelings. im exactly the same way and im an empath. ive been working with it a while so im used to my abilities being there. for me to be without them it would be like losing an arm.
i think you should explore and expiriment with yourself a bit more. the more you know about yourself and your abilities the more you get to be choosy about what you predict and what you feel.
if you ever feel the need to talk about anything about your abilities and dont want everyone to know feel free to pm me, i know it can be hard dealing with alot of these things if you havent developed them enough.
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Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 1:30 am
It's always hard seeing death before it happens. I don't have your problem but I read Tarot . Sometimes I have to tell a client that someone close to them is dying. Sometimes they accept it, sometimes they don't. I feel it is my job to give them advice on how best to take this information and use it to their advantage, if it's only to prepare them for the shock. My advice to you is to tell an adult in your family that will believe you and when it happens, discuss with them how best to use this foresight to help you and the people you love get ready for what is to happen.
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