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 Posted: Sat Oct 10, 2009 3:32 pm
This is a poem about my life coming close to a suicide attempt back in 06...
I don't self-injure anymore, but this suicide attempt had a back-ground behind it...
**Trigger Warning: May trigger Self-Injury, Suicide, and Abuse Victims!! If easily triggered, PLEASE GO NO FARTHER!! This is me offering a part of me... I am not pro-suicide, self-injury... I can just relate to those struggling with PTSD!!**
The Darkness
The darkness approaches her.
She is wounded by her attacker.
What did she do to deserve this?
Why wasn't saying NO enough?
She is breaking,
Unable to find release the razor falls.
Hope is devoured by the void of the night.
Tears no longer suffice.
Every time she awakens
A new fear is exposed.
"Stop! PLEASE!" she begs,
But everything human about her is fading.
Lifeless eyes are all anyone sees.
No smile, no emotion.
She has begun the journey of destruction.
Suicide is her only way out.
200 pills, 500 marks across her skin.
She flat-lined twice, 80 stitches applied,
But she knows once she leave
The abuse will start again.
Only 15, and has seen so much pain
Leading back her entire life.
She begged for help with no reply,
The bruises just multiplied...
~A~
Okay...
Please don't judge this except by the writing alone.
I am not "EMO" nor really anything....
I just wanted to share this and if someone reads this who is struggling with suicide or SI, there is HOPE!! At 17 I was rescued from my "Hell"...
Thanks you all for reading this...
~Alysha~
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 7:42 am
[This thread will be located to the writing forum in 24 hrs, please post all writing/poetry there in the future. Thank you.]
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Posted: Sun Nov 08, 2009 1:23 am
It's beautifully tragic, dear. <3
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