This happens to be the random day of the year where I break down and over analyze everything, so I decided to type it all out.
First off, I am an a*****e. I tell people ALL the ******** time, but nobody believes me. And then they're shocked when I hurt them for no reason other then to relieve my boredom.
Second, I may be anorexic. I have basically STOPPED eating, just because I don't want to be some fat a** like my dad turned out to be.
Third, I have zero work ethic. I have five weeks of school to catch up on, and have done maybe two. I don't see why I need to do five weeks of school, because it took them five weeks to get me started.
Fourth,I hate everyone around me, except for very select people. I hate my older brother, for being a controlling a*****e, I hate my little brother for complaining about EVERYTHING, I hate my dad for acting like he knows everything, and still believes he is after I have proved him wrong so many times. I hate my friends, for smoking, and being idiots. I hate myself for not sticking up for myself, for not getting my brother off weed, for not helping my mom with the house when she already does more work than any of us.
And lastly, I hate myself for not sticking up for myself, for not getting my brother off weed, for not helping my mom with the house when she already does more work than any of us. I hate myself for ruining other peoples lives, just so i won't be bored. I hate having all this intelligence, but not using it, when others struggle through, others who could use it much better than me.
First off, I am an a*****e. I tell people ALL the ******** time, but nobody believes me. And then they're shocked when I hurt them for no reason other then to relieve my boredom.
Second, I may be anorexic. I have basically STOPPED eating, just because I don't want to be some fat a** like my dad turned out to be.
Third, I have zero work ethic. I have five weeks of school to catch up on, and have done maybe two. I don't see why I need to do five weeks of school, because it took them five weeks to get me started.
Fourth,I hate everyone around me, except for very select people. I hate my older brother, for being a controlling a*****e, I hate my little brother for complaining about EVERYTHING, I hate my dad for acting like he knows everything, and still believes he is after I have proved him wrong so many times. I hate my friends, for smoking, and being idiots. I hate myself for not sticking up for myself, for not getting my brother off weed, for not helping my mom with the house when she already does more work than any of us.
And lastly, I hate myself for not sticking up for myself, for not getting my brother off weed, for not helping my mom with the house when she already does more work than any of us. I hate myself for ruining other peoples lives, just so i won't be bored. I hate having all this intelligence, but not using it, when others struggle through, others who could use it much better than me.
