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 Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 7:42 pm
Dear Josh,
I miss you. I havn't talked to you in a long time. I'm sorry that you thought death was the only way out. I'm still shocked...I can't believe it. I wish that I hadn't stopped talking to you. I wish we were back in 8th grade when you would always call me "giggle box" or "krispy kreme" cause you thought my name sounded like the name of a doughnut. You always made me laugh. I guess that's why I liked you so much. You would never think to hear this from me because we drifted apart so much. I remember how jealous I got when you started dating Sarah. I'm glad you asked me to sign your yearbook even though I was still mad at you. Remember that....I was so mad at you cause I thought you played that joke on me. I'm sorry I got so mad about something that wasn't your fault. I'm sorry I told you I hated you. But I'm glad that you said you could never hate people. I wonder if that is still true. Do you hate people? Do you hate me? I wish I knew where and when your funeral was...I would go. Maybe if I found out where you are I can bring you some flowers. I wish that I could say that if you were online right now I would talk to you..but I wouldn't because you are too cool for me. I did think about you all the time. Please beleive me. I hope you are in heaven and that I will see you there someday.
I love you! I miss you! R.I.P.
<3,
"giggle box/krispy kreme"
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 9:28 pm
O.O
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*hugs batman and kantara* thats so sweet..i didnt know him at all, i didnt know you guys did..
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 9:31 pm
I didn't really know him all that well (only had a few classes together) but it's a true tragedy what has happened to him. To feel that death is the only escape, he must of been is such depression. It's sad, that someone as him, someone who had alot going for him, to die so young. But theres some comfort in knowing that he's free now from all the troubles and pain that had caused him to chose death. Rest in peace Josh, I regret not knowing you better.
(hope you don't mind)
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 9:32 pm
I pray for Josh to rest in peace. only if I knew more about Josh, then maybe this could of not happened.. or maybe someone could of.. but i guess none of can. as for me, I only knew him in few of the classes. I reember that last year in my english class, our teacher would ask if he's kept in touch with his mom because she was a nurse (not sure). and he wasn't always alone in class either. Though he did lack out in class like few of us do, he seemed to be a good guy. I also heard, that day when he died, afterschool, that someone was commiting suiside. but I didn't think it would be Josh. He's always had a smile but i guess it hid his sorrow and depression. Only if he was more open to us, to anyone, we could of helped him. But I guess this is how he wanted to end, a sad ending to few of our hearts who knew him. Well, all said for me. I just feel he didn't have to do it. Rest in peace, our friend, Josh.
(not sure if it's good or anything but I no good at these stuffs)
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 1:34 pm
"I will remember you"
I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me
I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside
But we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you
But more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness
Deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had
Oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
-Sarah McLachlan
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 3:01 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2005 9:57 am
i will always cry because i will miss josh forever...even though i have only known him for a a year i had gotten so close to him and i can't belive he is really gone...to me he was the nisest funniest person i had ever known and i am sad that i will never hear his laugh again but i know that he is in a better place right now with no more worries
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