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the_forgotten_thought Captain
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 Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 6:29 pm
ok, ok. i'm really trying not to sound like i'm bragging or anything. in all honestly, what i'm talking about IS a problem. i have evidence to prove it's a problem if you don't believe me! but i'm growing insanely annoyed with girls who are "changing" for me.
ok, so we've all heard about the alleged "turning" gay. see, there's a difference between turning and realization, and that's that one is FAKE!!! but no, no. i say this ALL THE TIME. i make it a point to be POSITIVE and not just use me as an EXPERIMENT (like in that "i kissed a girl" song. "you're my experimental game/ just human nature" god, pisses me off!)
but no, no. they don't listen to reason. girls just keep "falling in love" with me. and it's frusterating, cuz now this chick who was very VERY straight only a month ago is FLIRTING with me! why? honestly, i don't understand why. it's annoying!!!
you know why? for those of you who haven't experienced this annoyance, usually after someone "turns" for you, and the relationship FAILS (cuz as i said, it's false) they blame all their emotional and consequent problems on you. you, the innocent one who thought they were just a bi person falling in love; you, the one who just wanted to feel like they could love you even though they were straight awhile ago. grrr.
anyone else share my pain/annoyance?
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 8:18 pm
i know! it is so frusterating!
there is one of my friends that i had a huge crush on last year and she was constantly flirting with me and always all over me.
at my friends b-day/halloween party we were the last ones up and so we went and decoded to go and sleep in the b-day girls room (we had all been in her moms room...bigger bed and better tv for video games)
her bed was tiny and to both fit we had to curl up realy close. we were talking about some seriouse stuff and she started crying i got her to calm down and we were talking for a little while longer. she was still in my arms and she said "this isnt something i would do" then she kissed me...
it was her First kiss. in the only person she has ever kissed.
she used me as a play toy....
it destroyed our friendship
yet she says that she would never go out with a girl...
but she'll sure as hell sleep with one...
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