Leaving Home
Three Turns Ago...
“Daddy, I have to go.”
Winoa gazed at her father with tear-filled eyes for the first time in her life. How many times had she scraped her knee or come running to him with a splinter in her finger without ever shedding a tear? The tally was far more than she'd ever be able to recall, she knew. Each time he had patched up that knee with a single kiss or removed that splinter with the expertise that only a parent could. Each time he had kissed her fingertip gently, told her he loved her, and sent her back out to play. Now, in the face of the most difficult moment of her life, he did the same.
Davren took his daughter's slender face in the palms of his rough, calloused hands. His little girl. However boyish, however troublesome, however wreckless;
his little girl was going to Ista Weyr. His little girl might someday return to him on the neck of a mighty dragon. His little girl might someday protect all of Pern from the threat of it's ancient enemy. The seacrafter's bright blue eyes took hers in for what he feared would be the last time in many turns, but even the overwhelming sadness of losing his only daughter could not keep that same warm smile from his face.
“I know ya do, Winny,” he laughed as she winced at the nickname, and it was only a moment before she was laughing with him. The love between the two of them shone more brightly than the early morning sun that had risen over their small beachside hold. Davren pulled his daughter in for a tight hug, enveloping her in his burly arms. He had the build of a typical seacrafter; a tall, thickly muscle frame with rough, leathery skin turned a deep tan from constant exposure to the sun. The girl in her arms, with her fair hair and pale complexion, was a stunning likeness of her mother. She was a constant reminder of the love they had shared, and the final gift his beloved had left him with before her passing.
“I'll write,” she said in a low voice, smiling as she pulled away from the embrace.
“I'll 'ave Smithan read me ev'ry one of dem letters,” her father replied in his husky tone, broken by a single sob. It was unlike him to cry, however gentle of a man he had always been. He was a big man, strong, with the kind of features that made lesser men think twice about crossing him. In the presence of his daughter, he was about as tough as a wounded wherry. For all his bluster, Davren found his weakness in those tomboyish features and that impish smile. Oh, his little girl was going away. Smithan, his first mate, nodded solemnly from where he stood at Davren's side.
“Every one of 'em,” the man said, a sentiment echoed by the several other crew members that had gathered to see her off. This was her family, the crew of the
Dragon's Fin sea vessel. Men whose children were at their holds with their mothers. Men who had never settled down to start a family. Men who had seen her grow from a stumbling toddler into the adventurous young woman she was today. Winoa had grown up with a dozen brothers and half a dozen fathers, and she hugged each of them in turn, mumbling her sad goodbye's. For all the difficulty life brought to others, Winoa had never known a moment as difficult as this.
“Ya take this,” Davren said, ducking his head as he removed the thin leather cord that hung around it. Attached to it was some sort of sea-animals tooth; a sharp, deep gray wedge wrapped in wire. He pressed it into her hand, knowing he didn't need to explain the significance. It was a trinket her mother had given him, long before they'd wed. A piece of some monstrous beast that had washed up on the beach; as long as he wore it, the beast's spirit would grant him strength and protection. It was all shards and shells, Davren knew, but it meant just as much without some mystical power.
Davren blew his nose into one sleeve and nodded; a silent signal for her to go. Winoa, tall as she was at the age of twelve, still had to stand on her tippy toes to kiss his cheek, “I love you, daddy.”
“I love you too, Winny. Go on, now. He's waitin' fer ya.”
And waiting he was. Winoa turned from her unusual family to make her way to the search rider who stood only a few paces away, wiping the tears from her cheeks as he helped her onto the neck of the big blue beast. It was a beautiful dragon, but even the excitement of her new life could not wash away the sadness of leaving her old one.
“Yer gonna do great. Yer momma would be proud.”
The dragon lifted into the warm mid-morning sky, and Winoa watched as the world she knew shrank beneath her. She didn't have time to shed another tear as the waving figures grew ever smaller, before the cold of
between consumed her.