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[Omg A Name]

I woke up with tears in my eyes again
I dreamt of nothing that night
And every night

I'm tired of all the pain
And all the lies

Addicting and conflicting
That's all my life is this day
And every day

More worthless then the rain that falls
Less memorable then the wind that calls

And I am afraid
That I am nothing
And nothing is all I ever am

Poem by me, made up on the spot no less ^-^

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For many years, there was a group of kids who were best friends all through out elementary and most of middle school. Lexi, who was, in a weird way, the one who brought them all together got into some trouble a trimester into 8th grade however, that changed their lives for the worst. Her family have had a lot of problems for the past 6 months, her brother in and out of jail and her parents were going through a divorce. Then, in a moment of weakness, she got involved with the wrong crowd and yes, into drugs, bad. But, as if that wasn't bad enough, when her friends tried to help her, she recoiled, lashing out at them which was so unlike her.
Now, 3 years later, after much clashing and harsh things being done mostly on her part, her best friends were now her long term enemies, and not by their choice, originally. She hurt them bad, many times.

Her life was going nowhere, already spiraling down, and then, in what was supposed to be a casual doctor check up after a few peculiar bruises, several more tests were made without her parents telling her why. And then she found out. She was diagnosed with Leukemia. And the likely hood of her surviving at this point was so low, even the doctors wouldn't look her in the eyes.
Now she was forced to look back on the past few years and ask herself, who really would care if she died? And why should they?


(Plot)
Lexi, who’s personality had been stomped on so brutally you wouldn’t recognize her now for what she used to be, wants to change. She admittedly, has an agenda, but not one so wrong, wouldn’t you say? The thought of death so near when she should have so much longer to live, has pressed even more depressing thought on her. If no one remembered her, if no one cared…. Would it be like she had lived at all? Would she just fade from existence with barely a passing thought from those around her? It wasn’t the thought of death so much that scared her, but that no one would remember her, that nothing but a lonely tombstone that no one visited would mark her passing. She couldn’t stand the thought, even with what she had become. Now, she wants to do something to be remembered by, something… good. Or several things. By someone! At least. Her best of best friends, and the one everyone thought she would end up with who she had been so in love for as long as she could remember, those were the two she had hurt the worst, the ones who hated her now, with a passion. And then her other two friends who she had hurt no less. If she accomplished nothing else before she died, she wanted them to forgive her. To remember her for who she used to be, and who she was going to try to become once more, and leave out all the rest.
 

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