Now and Forever

Deep down what was known
didn't show until the last appearance and the ultimate 'good bye'.
I never wanted to let go
because the feeling was too much,
too good for me.
It wasn't until it was too late
that I realized my pain.
And when it was over,
I fell into pieces.
I had no one to pick me up
and bring the life back into me.
You were gone.
And no longer by my side.
I will miss you always.
Now and forever.
I can't believe it turned out like this,
you and me.
I thought we were supposed to be,
but I guess not.
Our life wasn't how destiny had been planned.
There was another path for us,
but my heart still can't deny
the trust that was broken.
My head lies.
My heart spins.
My breath gets caught in my throat just before our last kiss.
Our last good bye.
Now and forever.
You never know what you have planned for you
What you're supposed to learn.
But I guarantee
I wouldn't have put myself through this misery.
It's not what I believe in.
And it wasn't what I hoped for.
In the end, life is supposed to be great.
It was supposed to be you and me.
I guess I wasn't good enough.
At least not for you.
I really don't think we can be friends
after this.
This monstrosity of reality.
That's not how it works.
So with your final good bye
and my tear stained cheeks
I bid you farewell,
as you were my prince.
My knight and shining armor.
The one who protected me always,
Now and forever.
It may never be again.