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 Posted: Thu Sep 10, 2009 5:19 pm
my day so far is not so gloomy because i took joy in eating good breakfast. i just have simple joys in life-- this is why i sometimes wonder why God cant give me what i've been pleading for for several years now....it's helping my parents with their financial problem. every day, it seems that it never stops. everyday there is always a problem that pops up...it seem never ending...and im growing tired of hearing my parents sigh that they we lack this and that...or that they were not able to solve their problem because of this and that thing....i feel it's bad to think this way about my parents...but i find them stupid...and losers. rolleyes
now, i dont want others commenting or agreeing with me, ok? confused
cuz, still and all, they are still my parents.
im just whining because my ears are exhausted. my brain is tired of thinking of ways to help them. my neck hurts in stress. my heart beats fast every night before i try to go to sleep because i fear that the next morning, there is another problem that will add up to my burdens.
i wonder if my parents know that they burden me? they keep complaining about their sacrifices...or what they did for the family...
i mean, isnt it their job to create a home for me? a real home where i could feel safe and protected-- not paranoid or stressed...
oh well...'nough said for today...never mind....
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Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 6:27 am
im so glad it's friday now! i can be online and play gaia! yey!
anyway, my day was okay. it was exhausting though. but, nevertheless, im so relieved that im away from the outside world and im back in my favorite world. the world of gaia! yey! heart
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