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I personally, have two that I am familiar with. A few years back I felt that when I became involved in a serious relationship that they might fade away, and as it would seem now, they have. I sense them occasionally, but, I found that their presence was much stronger before I was in a physical relationship.

They are both male, and I'm certain of past life experiences with both of them.

How do you find you connect with your guardians, is there a way to re-connect?

I was very close with them before and I feel that I may be losing two people who I shared so much with. For quite some time, in my dreams, I would have extremely detailed conversations with them and such.

Another of my theories is that I was depressed when their presence was at their strongest, and as a scientific explanation to the whole thing, that they were created by my mind, including my lucid dreaming to create the chemical balance I lacked in my consciousness. Now that I am no longer depressed, I find the ties to them weak if existent at all.

I've had a few experiences while conscious, the whole 'You'd have to experience to believe it' type of thing, with witnesses, which are the memories I hold on to to keep me believing that it was more than just my imagination.

I'm not hugely skeptical, but I want to believe in fact, not just off of what my heart wants to believe. I suppose that should be enough, and from what I've experienced...

Anyways, are there ways for self induced lucid dreaming? Anything that could help me create that connection to them again?

On a side note, I have to be really careful of how I go about any sort of attempt to connect with anything since I tend to attract a lot of energy, of all sorts. I have very intense nightmares and I need like...real advice from people who are very experienced to avoid anything bad happening, if you know what I mean.

In any case, I can provide more background if you need more of an idea of my history with all this sort of thing.

I think she's asking for help with learning lucid dreaming techniques.

I'm not sure lucid dreaming is going to be the best method of communicating with spirit guides. While lucid dreaming eventually gives you control over your own personal dreamscape - the space in which your dreams occur - there's no guarantee that a spirit guide or individual spirit will choose to occupy your dreamscape when you're dreaming. And I'd personally be wary of any 'guide' who chooses only to dwell in your own dreamscape - it would make me question whether it's my own personal creation, rather than a separate entity from myself.

It could be as simple for you as cleansing the space you live in, and setting up a boundary (a shield or a ward) against those spirits who have ill intent.

So, yes. Do some spiritual cleansing. Consider protective magics - setting up boundaries or wards on your spaces and yourself. And if your bogey still comes around, consider researching and using an appropriate banishing method.

Google is your friend! smile

Look up 'Spiritual Cleansing' or 'House Cleansing'. Think about smudging your space with incense or herbs, using blessed water, or using crystals or stones, or doing some energy work for your space.

Consider using Google to research protective or defensive magic, as well. You should find some references to amulets, symbols, herbs, or stones that will keep the nasty away.

I have One Spirit Guardian who I am Sure of.

She is Female.

She Presents herself in a few ways, Most of them Are a Dark clothed Masked figure, The other times she has bandages over her eyes and there are times when she appears with just a cloth over her nose and mouth. But Rarely shows her full face.

She is good at placing wards around me, and is also very protective.

She houses herself within my being, Able to project herself out of me at will.

Nymph is the most Prominent, The one who is always with me. Empaths tend to wonder why they Sence a female Presence within me.

Then there is another, A dragon like Creature with feathered wings that goes by the Name "Amarious". Any knowledge as to what or who this is and whether he is good or bad please tell me. I've looked up afew things and want other peoples Advice with him.

Sometime when I go to sleep I feel two bodies pressing againest my sides. In my dreams I see a female dragon and a female tiger. One time the tiger gave me her form and let me ran around a forest. Another time the dragon took me for a ride.