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To a Certain someone,
just because I'm different then her doesn't mean you can treat me the way you do,
Just because I don't look like her doesn't give you the right to act like I'm not special like she is,
just because I don't act the way she does doesn't mean you can just throw me aside like a piece of trash,
just because I don't dress like her doesn't mean I'm not sexy like her,
just because she has a perfect body and I don't,
doesn't mean it's fair to say she's your other half when you don't even know her,
just because i'm not as pretty as she is doesn't mean you can kiss me and then say it was nothing,
just because I'm not like her doesn't give you the right to say I'm not good enough

You say

I'm trashy
I'm not pretty
I'm not sexy
I don't have a perfect body
I don't look like her
I don't act like her
I'm not special
I'm not your other half
I'm not your kind of girl
I should just more like her
and maybe someone will look at me the way I want them to
I should grow the f*ck up and be real

Well guess what honey

I'm not trashy
I know I'm not pretty, I'm beautiful
I know I'm not sexy, I'm amazing
I know I don't have a perfect body, I don't need one
I know I don't look like her, I don't want to be
I know I don't act like her, I act like me
I know I'm not special, I incredible
I know I'm not your other half, I never wanted to be
I know I'm not your kind of girl, I'm someone elses
I don't want to act more like her, I know someone looks at me they way I want them too they've told me so
I have grown the f*ck up
I am real
I always have whether you've seen it or not

All I have to say to you is

Your not what I want
You never were
I never wanted you the way you want her
Your not my type of guy
Your just a waist of my f*cking time
A waist of space in my life
You were never my friend
I don't want you as one
I don't want you in my life
Just go find someone else to play with
I'm not your play toy anymore
Go find some other girl to f*ck with
Go find the girl that you really want and f*ck with her mind like you did to me
Once you lose her
I'm just going to laugh and tell you
Now you know how I felt

I'm sorry Honey but I never want to see
Your beautiful smile
I never want to feel
Your soft touch
I never want to taste
Your perfect kiss
I never want to hold
Your amazing body
I never want to be in
Your warm embrace

I don't want anything that has to do with you
I never want to see you ever again
I never want to hear you say my name
I never want to be around you
I never want to hear your name

I never want you