Dear ******** god, I hate PMS. They only get this bad once or twice a year.
I don't get cramps that often, but I do get horrible mood swings, and usually not angry ones, though I may get a bit snappy occasionally. No, they're usually sobbing or crying, wishing I was dead, feeling worthless, feeling stupid, feeling ugly, etc. etc.
Last time it was this bad I was curled up on the kitchen floor sobbing and wishing that I could stop wishing that I was dead. That was last year? Year before? An hour later I was normal again.
I am so terrified of this affecting my relationship with Brandon when he moves out here. I'm supposed to be tough, stable, no bullshit but when it happens, I fall apart. He said that he thinks I will cope better when he's there to comfort me. I hope he's right.
I don't get cramps that often, but I do get horrible mood swings, and usually not angry ones, though I may get a bit snappy occasionally. No, they're usually sobbing or crying, wishing I was dead, feeling worthless, feeling stupid, feeling ugly, etc. etc.
Last time it was this bad I was curled up on the kitchen floor sobbing and wishing that I could stop wishing that I was dead. That was last year? Year before? An hour later I was normal again.
I am so terrified of this affecting my relationship with Brandon when he moves out here. I'm supposed to be tough, stable, no bullshit but when it happens, I fall apart. He said that he thinks I will cope better when he's there to comfort me. I hope he's right.
