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PostPosted: Fri Sep 11, 2009 9:21 pm


Chapter One: Sweet William


Eglantine Sangreal, eighteen-and-a-half years old and full of the sea, sat comfortably on a coil of hemp rope on the deck of the Lenore, her parent’s clipper ship. Today, they’d made port outside of Jaradin, and taken on a few new deckhands. One of them, a young man, had completely captured her attention. As she calculated the weights and measures of the new cargo they’d taken aboard, she kept stealing glances at him as he He wasn’t beautiful, at least the way men in the penny dreadfuls that her mother bought by the trunkful were. His hair, neither golden nor black, hung in a brown hank cut raggedly at the shoulders. Bleached a bit by the sun, it was bound back with a leather thong into a snarled ponytail that spilled over his muscular neck. Was she watching him too closely? Oh yes. Did she feel any shame in the matter? Oh no. After all, Eglantine was on friendly terms with all the crew; why should this new one be any different? Besides, it was her job to get to know the crew of the ship; she was in charge of the register, the log, and all that went with them. Knowing people was her job, and it would soon be time to do it. As the bell clanged for dinner, Eglantine leapt up from her coil to head down to the galley, the big common dining area of the ship. Everybody would eat together tonight while the ship was still docked. Through some careful finagling, she found herself a seat near where the new crewman was sitting with a trencher and tankard. Not wanting to appear too eager, she sidled in next to him as the other places filled, making it look as though she was only sitting there because it was convenient. She pushed her plate out in front of her and waited until he stopped eating for a bit. Leaning over, she tapped the man on the shoulder. “Excuse me sir, but I’m getting faces to put with the names on the register and in the log and such- payroll, that sort of thing. Please forgive the abruptness, but dinner is usually an ideal time for this- it’s about the only time where I know for sure a person will be. So,” she said, looking into his face and noting the general lack of lines and the pale stubble. He couldn’t be much older than her; probably this was a family trade for him. “Could I get your name, please?” She flipped open her book and took the pencil down from behind her ear, ready to write it down. As she did, she could feel him watching her. She hoped that he couldn’t see through her to her rather vested interest in this position. If he did, however, he was polite enough not to mention it. Instead, he nodded and smiled at her.

“Of course. My name’s Wil, Wil Halferst,” he said, extending a large, calloused hand for her to shake. “And I already know you’re Miss Sangreal; might I have the honor of your first name?”

“Eglantine,” she said as she shook his hand, slightly self-conscious about the name. It was awfully fancy for her tastes; but then again, there were always ways to shorten it. “Though everybody- and I do mean everybody, Mr. Halferst- calls me Eg.”

“And everybody calls me Wil,” he said as he smirked, a light flashing in his eyes. “So you’re in charge of the register and the log, and, more importantly, that makes you in charge of the payroll. So tell me, Miss Egg. Are you as smart as that makes you sound?”

Eglantine blushed. She wasn’t the type to brag about herself, but how could she answer this without sounding like a fool or a braggart? She chuckled nervously to buy a little time, composing an answer that wouldn’t make her seem boorish. “I suppose so- I mean, I’ve had quite a bit of decent teaching. Mum’s university-educated, and she’s taught me and my six brothers. And while I don’t read a lot, I know the stories in all the books aboard the ship, and I can do basic sums right proper.”

“So, you’ve had your book learning. I suppose that makes you a right proper egghead, then. The question is, are you a good egg or a rotten egg?” His smirk had grown to a wide, playful grin, matched in intensity and brilliance by the girl across from him. She realized now what he’d been setting her up for, and she’d walked right into him. A defiant shine in her eyes, she shot at him right back.

“I’d say I’m a good enough egg to crack you up a bit. Best be careful, or I’ll make you into an omelet.”

Laughing, Wil tossed his hands in the air in an exaggerated gesture of surrender. “Oh, now, see here! I didn’t want to go about breaking any eggs!”

The kenning brought a grin to both their faces. Wil blushed as Eg shook her head. “That... that was bad.”

“I know,” the man said, running his fingers over the top of his head, creating shallow, rough furrows in his thick, tawny hair. “But what can I say? Puns are maybe the lowest form of humor, but one thing can be said in their defense- they make everything less awkward.”

“What do you mean awkward?” Eg narrowed her eyes at the sailor curiously. Was he one of those who didn’t appreciate the company of others? But if that was so, then why had he been so amusing? Was it that he didn’t care for women, or thought himself above being friendly with girls? She rather hoped neither of these were the case- he was funny, and interesting, and if nothing else, he would be good to talk to during the coming months. It wasn’t often they picked up somebody so young; most of the crew was in their middling twenties to early thirties, and she often felt uncomfortable around them. She said nothing, however, for Wil continued.

“Well, you’re the captain’s daughter. I don’t want to offend you, or anythin’, an’ no offense, I know how young ladies can be. I’ve met my share, y’see, Miss Eg, and while I can tell from your face and handshake you aren’t one of those painted porcelain dolls, I wouldn’t want to be offending you with my nature. But puns make everybody groan, even the average landside young lady.”

“I,” the girl stated definitively, arms akimbo, hands firmly on her hips, which was somewhat difficult while perched on a stool on a rollicking ship, “am not your average young lady.” She knew about ‘young ladies’. She knew how they were supposed to act, or at least how they were shown acting in novels, and she knew how some of them spoke to her older brothers in the port cities. She wanted nothing to do with the silly, flirtatious behavior that the young women exhibited- she had better things to do than act like an idiot, flinging herself at a boy she’d never again see, just because he was dressed nicely and had a foreign accent. While she had to admit that she was this interested in Wil Halferst because he looked interesting, she also knew that they’d be seeing a lot of each other over the coming months. That was the beauty and the curse of living shipside- you never really met anybody new. It was one of the reasons her father was so selective in the hiring process- after all, problems escalated when space was tight, and somebody who was a minor annoyance today would be a huge problem by the end of the voyage. The ship could sail for months at a time without seeing land; it was important that she got to like everybody. And she really, really wanted to get to like Wil Halferst.

“Begging your pardon, Miss Eg- I didn’t mean to insinuate that you were.” It was quite charming to see the young sailor blushing, she thought, though she didn’t mean to fluster him so. As she remained silent, Wil continued to become even more bothered, hemming, hawing, and finally sighing. “And shall you my fond pageant see? Lord, what a fool this mortal be!”

“Hmm?” Eglantine said, wrinkling her nose. “What’re you talking about?”

“Oh, nevermind- I’m just making an idiot out of myself and attempting to salvage myself before I put my foot any further in my mouth. So, to make myself look better, I was quoting. That way, if I sounded stupid-”

Eglantine quickly interrupted him. “You didn’t, and you didn’t make that much of an idiot out of yourself. We run a fairly loose ship around here, and if I couldn’t put up with a little teasing, I’d have left ship to stay with my grandparents a long time ago.” She smiled at him as the fluster went out of his face. “Honest, I’m not offended.”

“Well then! Never you mind, and consider that quote a segue into a new topic!” Wil smiled again, shaking his head as the blush receded. “What I said was from A Midsummer Night’s Dream. It’s one of Shakespeare’s plays. Do you like Shakespeare?”


“Honestly, I can’t ever say I’ve heard much of him. Mum’s not got many of his plays aboard- she says they’re better seen than read. The one I’m familiar with is Romeo and Juliet, and I was never much fond of that one. It always bothered me how Romeo married her, then, just when the families were ready to end the feud, he left her for somebody prettier. I mean, she should have taken warning- after all, he only knew her for a few days before he married her, and he’d just been left by Rosaline; but if I was in her situation, I would never have gone with Romeo in the first place. He’s an awful cad*.”

“And who would you have gone with?” Wil propped his chin in his elbow as Eg leaned on the table, their dinner momentarily forgotten.

“Oh, easily Mercutio. He was my favorite character- so wise, yet so funny. That’s the best thing in a man, is when he’s witty and bright to go with it.” Eg giggled; Mercutio, in the play, one of the last characters left standing after Romeo’s treachery, was just as humorous as he was smart. And he had common sense, too, something often missing in Shakespeare’s characters.

“So, it’s humor and intelligence you’re after. Well, then, I suppose it’s in my best interests to inform you that I was top of my secondary school class, and the only reason I didn’t go to university is that I loved the sea and wanted to continue in my father’s footsteps.”

So I was right- it is a family thing. Eg was reveling in her little mental victory that she almost missed the fact that Wil was... flirting? Was he? It sounded like that. The girl had little experience with that kind of thing; what was she to say? Should she attempt to be seductive, or should she just keep going the way she had been? Seductive wasn’t her, so she decided to just continue to act as she had been. “I’ll be sure to keep that in mind,” she said with a grin before returning to her stew. This Wil was every bit as interesting as she had hoped. “You can demonstrate to me sometime by relating more of that Midsummer dream to me. But right now, I’d say we ought to eat, before the stew gets cold.”

Weeks passed- some days boring and mundane, others exciting and adventurous. But whatever the days brought, one thing was exceedingly evident: Eg and Wil were practically inseparable. Every time he had a shift on the deck, she made sure she had one, too. They took their meals together, sometimes eating in the galley, sometimes having a picnic in the crow’s nest. They watched the stars together, and they shared their hopes and dreams. He read to her from books of plays and poetry, and she made dozens of sketches of him and came up with little ditties to make him laugh. The quarters were close, being at sea, and being at sea, they saw each other at their smelliest and sweatiest. But neither of them cared; that was the beauty of being a sailor. When the ship docked at a port, they took their entertainment together, a fact which Eg’s brothers noted in due course. While her parents were quiet on the matter, her brothers teased her ferociously about the sailor they perceived as her boyfriend, and for once, the hotheaded girl had nothing to say in return. The truth was, Eg had found herself in a highly utenable position. Despite her best intentions and despite the awkwardness of Wil being one of her father’s employees, Eg had to come to terms with it.

In one way or another... she was in love.



*Yes, I know that this is not how the story actually goes, but if this is an alternate universe, I figured some bits of literature would get changed up, too.



PostPosted: Wed Sep 23, 2009 10:48 pm


Chapter Two: The Tempest



As the storm raged on, Eglantine buried herself in her quarters below the deck, huddled under the blankets. She was a big girl, big enough to not be afraid of storms, but that didn’t matter. They gave her the creeps, honestly- she didn’t like seeing lightening on the riggings. And besides- there was no shame in a little healthy fear of real and present danger, right? Her own father had served in the navy for years, and he wasn’t particularly fond of storms. This one, she could tell, was just an average thunderstorm with faster-than-average wind; the ship really wasn’t in any genuine peril. However, that didn’t make it any less scary. Things always seemed louder at sea.

As she curled into herself, a wicked thought crossed her mind. With her mother staying in her own quarters with her youngest children and her father out on deck giving orders, there was zero chance of anybody coming to bother her. And Wil was off duty tonight. Perhaps it was time to go get a little closer- it was on nights like this that she wouldn’t mind somebody to cuddle with. She carefully shut her cabin door behind her and headed down the hall to crew quarters; if she was quiet, nobody would notice or care that there was anybody else in the bed. Quietly calling his name, she got his attention. He’d been reading with a small lamp, and seeing her, he smiled.

“Egs! What do you want?”
“Scooch over, sailor.”

She slid into the bunk beside him as he pressed himself up against the back wall to make room. The berths weren’t exactly made for two people, but somehow they managed to fit. He wrapped a muscled arm carefully around her waist, and she began to really appreciate the taughtness of his biceps. She’d seem him shirtless before dozens of times, but never this close.

She could hear his heart beating behind her, feel the pulsing of his lifeblood through her thin linen nightdress. Suddenly, this seemed like a dangerous idea; after all, she’d never been this close to anybody before, let alone an attractive man who she had to admit, she was ridiculously fond of. But she felt safe with him, and knew he’d never do anything to besmirch her honor. This was just cuddling. Nothing more. She snuggled into him, burrowing under his blanket, when the bells started clanging in earnest. Both sat up with a jolt; those were the alarum bells, signifying an emergency on deck. Apparently, the storm had worsened. Tumbling out of bed, the pair ran for the corridor and dashed up the stairs. The underdecks were bedlam- everybody raced with the common fear of losing the mast. But when they finally scrambled up the stairs, they saw that the danger wasn’t quite so awful. Instead of the mast cracking, one of the mainsails had come loose. With great horror, Eglantine realized that it was the sail she’d been responsible for. The knots that had been so carefully tied had come undone and the great sheet was flapping wildly in the wind. This was bad. This was very, very bad. Even though the sail was unbattened on only one line, all of the lines were doubled so that, in case this very thing happened, the ship would be at little risk of capsizing. But that rope was deadly; the howling wind saw to that. Her father would allow nobody to climb up there to secure it; it could easily shatter a man’s skull. She’d heard so many stories...

The wind was picking up, and the slippery, sodden deck was now crowded with many frightened people. Eglantine saw her mother, tired and scared-looking, shouting something into the wind. Two of her younger brothers were holding onto the older woman, but where was Aleu, her youngest sibling? She didn’t see the nine-year-old anywhere in the hubub of confusion, and she knew her mother would never leave him alone belowdecks... And there! There he was, floating in the water! Whether or not he was still alive, Eglantine could not tell. But she had to get him. Rashly, she threw herself over the side of the ship. Kicking and thrashing, she somehow managed to position herself near the boy. It was a miracle that let her grab his collar, but the frigid water and the shock of leaping in were taking their toll. As her brother seemed to turn his head ever-so-slightly, Eglantine’s world dimmed around the edges. Vaguely, she could see a boat descend from the ship, but she couldn’t tell who was in it.

“You’re awake!” and a sigh of collective relief.

Sputtering, coughing up water.

“He’s fine, too!”

“Where’s the other one?”

Other one? What other one? Although she wasn’t entirely conscious, Eglantine knew that there were just two of them. Muzzily, she tried to ask what they were talking about.

“Where’s Halferst?”

“I don’t see him anymore!”

Wil?


Where was Wil?


He wasn’t in the water... was he?


As her heart raced and her mouth went dry, Eglantine mercifully slipped back into the darkness. The present was too much for her to face.

Scaramouche Fandango
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Scaramouche Fandango
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PostPosted: Wed Sep 23, 2009 11:33 pm


Chapter Three: Brave New World

She was a little girl again, a scared, lost little girl. And the little girl was all alone.


Except for sometimes. Sometimes, when she was at her quietest, she’d hear a voice, a man’s voice. At first, she thought she was hearing Wil’s ghost, but this voice was higher than his was... and she knew she could never delude herself that way. The voice was kind and friendly. It was a male voice, a kind, caring voice that soothed her when she cried at night and cheered her up when she was melancholy during the day. His voice was the voice of the sea, the voice of ships, the voice of flying fish on the waves. It was a salty voice, gruff at times, but always nice. She liked that about him. He never made her talk about things she didn’t much care to recall, and he understood what the other could not. He knew why she couldn’t tell anybody what happened, and he didn’t care. She came to love the voice that spoke to her in her head. He made her feel like there would be good in the world again, and that was all that kept her going.

She knew the man who now cared for her as Uncle Jacob, though whether or not he was her real uncle remained unknown. He probably wasn't. Her parents had close friends in many ports, but Jacob Crozier was the one she knew the best. But, perhaps more importantly, Jacob Crozier was the one who best understood the hows and whys of daemons, and so when people started noticing the ball of magicka following Eglantine, her parents decided that if she was so set on leaving them, Uncle Jacob would be the best to be with. The man and his daemon, a handsome lynx known as Djibeli, welcomed her with open arms, but she was withdrawn. Day in and day out, she languished in the apartment above his shop, while her glowing daemon attempted to comfort her to no avail. This continued for nearly two months, until one day, the older man came stomping up the stairs, a fancy feather in one fist. Brandishing the feather, he stared at the girl who was curled on a leather sofa, an open book in her hand. She obviously hadn't been reading it, and he shook his head at her.

"Young lady," he said, sternly but fondly, "what's done is done, and you've been lying around moping for long enough. You shouldn't be wasting away like this; nobody would want that for you, not your mother, your father, or your young man. I know it's hard, and it will be hard for a while. You're not the only one in the world who's lost somebody; believe me, I know." As she sniffled, he handed her a handkerchief from his pants pocket, so that she could dab at her eyes. "But I think I know what you should do. I've been in correspondence with your parents, and they and I suggest that you consider Jaradin College."

At this, the girl blinked her eyes and sniffed a rather unlady-like sniff. What was this? She'd heard the name of the school before, of course, but she'd never actually considered attending. Although... up until recently, she was quite certain that she'd be on a ship for the rest of her life.

"You'd be going to college. Your mother would want that. She was university educated. And Jaradin's a good school. The headmaster's a good man, and they're good for more than just an education. They help fix the mind, girlie. They'll help you and your daemon. Bring you back to life." The man's voice was steady and low, and he reached out and patted her shoulder. "Think about it."

As Sang toyed with the feather- a peace offering? or a bribe?- she chewed her lower lip, thinking. She'd never assumed she'd have the opportunity for a university education, but she had to admit to herself that she would like one. And... she had been here for what seemed like an awful long time. Perhaps this would be good for her. As she nodded, the voice rang in her ears again.

He's right, you know. We've been moping for long enough. C'mon, dearie. We've got somewhere to go. Something to do. Somebody to be.
PostPosted: Sun Oct 18, 2009 1:24 pm


Chapter Four: Birds of a Feather

Done with classes for the day, Eglantine Sangreal strolled off campus, bits and bobs of interesting barter material jingling in her pocket. She'd left for coffee, or to find something else to drink, something just to clear her head a bit. She needed to think, particularly about that glowing ball of energy that was Pieuvre. She'd tried to think in a courtyard, but there had been about six robins there, and... well, she did not like robins. The one really annoying thing about living on land, in Sang's mind, was the birds. They had those ridiculous little chirping songs, and ugh, how they never shut up! She'd take a crying seagull any day of the week; they were loud, and brassy, and their calls weren't just taking up space. They were the bird's way of saying "Look at me! I'm here! I'm loud! I'm going to steal your fish!" They made a statement, and Sang liked animals that made statements for themselves. Sure, they might be a nuisance, but at least they felt two ways about themselves! She wondered if anybody had ever considered her a true nuisance. She could be awfully loud herself, and she did push her way into things, sometimes into things in which she wasn't wanted. Mercifully, that hadn't happened here. Everybody came from such different backgrounds, she could fade into the background if she wanted to. Like a seagull. They were grey, and not too large; nobody ever really said a seagull was something special. But this was good for the seagull, really; nobody would be hunting it for its feathers, unlike the poor peacock, and nobody would stick a seagull in a zoo. Really, it made sense that one of Pieuvre's forms was something normal, like a seagull. His front half was weird enough; it was natural that he'd take something plain, something comforting and normal in his sea of strangeness to make her feel more grounded in reality. And, like a gull, she was nothing if not adaptable. But there was something that really bothered her about the thought of the gull. Fundamentally, seagulls were birds of the sea, just like she was. The gulls would travel far; migratory, that was the word. But they always returned home. Was Pieuvre trying to tell her that by taking the form of a herring gull that one day, she would return to the ship? She hoped not. Nothing in the world could make her go back there. Wil's death was an albatross around her neck, and... Wil's death.

This was the first time she'd actually acknowledged it.

Overcome with emotion, the tall girl stood there, blinking, oblivious to her surroundings. She'd never actually acknowledged that Wil was really gone, just that he'd left the ship, and she'd see him again someday... oh dear. This... this was not a good thing.

She needed a cookie. Pronto.


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PostPosted: Wed Nov 18, 2009 1:14 pm


Chapter Five: Lemuria


It was a rare warm sunny Saturday, and Sang had gotten up quite early to explore the city. She'd been told that there was a zoological garden with animals from afar, and she very much wanted to visit. It wasn't too hard to find the place, though it was a bit of a walk, and Sang was pleased to discover that Saturdays were free admissions. She'd have to bring Annie here sometime! That would be a good thing for friends to do, right? Of course. She wandered the paths, looking at the animals. Some were familiar, some were not. She saw lions and tigers and bears and badgers, as well as something big and armored called a rhinoceros that she'd only heard of, and a long-necked creature called a giraffe that looked more like a dragon or something. As she walked off in the direction of the aviary, a small exhibit of several grey, monkey-like creatures caught her eye. They didn't have a flat face like a monkey; rather, they had dog-like muzzles and pointy ears. And they had lovely golden eyes. And each and every one of them had a long, flexible tail like Pieuvre's! This must be one of the unknown pieces of her daemon's puzzle. Excited, the girl tried to catch the attention of one of the brown-uniformed keepers. "Excuse me, sir, but what are those?" she asked, pointing inquisitively. The keeper turned his head, eyed the beasts, and smiled.

"Ahh, you've found the lemurs! They're a fascinating animal. Did you know that they only live on one island in the entire world?"

"So they live alone out in the middle of the ocean," Sang said ruefully. "I've never heard of them before. Can you tell me more about them, please?"

The keeper smiled kindly, happy to do his job. "They're more primitive than a monkey," the man said, "and yet, I think there's a sort of elegance in their wildness. They've got such distinct markings, and they're a lot smarter than they let on. For example, they use tools in here to make things easier, but they don't in the wild. Nobody's ever figured out why." Sang thought about that for a moment.

"So what you're saying is that they know how to make the best of a bad situation?"

"Well, I wouldn't call it bad, Miss, not necessarily. But it's a very resourceful animal, the ring-tailed lemur. They sing, too."

"Sing? What do you mean by sing?" Sang narrowed her eyebrows. Once again, Pieuvre was proving himself highly appropriate.

"Well, most monkeys just chitter and chatter, but lemurs... do more. They howl and wail, especially at night. It's beautiful, but eerie. Back when the Romans first found them, sailing past that forsaken rock they live on, they named them lemuria, after the spirits of the dead with unfinished business. Ghosts, if you will, ghosts who still had some attachment to this earth and the people on it."

Sang felt like she'd just walked through cold water. The octothing was being too appropriate now. Pulling herself to smile, she thanked the keeper and walked away, stepping heavily until she found a bench. She pulled her daemon around to face her, staring into where his eyes should be.

"Y'know, Pieuvre, you're pretty smart. You're probably smarter than I am, but I know that all your little shapes come from somewhere deep inside of me. Now, I've never seen a lemur up close before today, and while all those things the keeper said make a lot of sense, you and I both know that any monkey pretty much fulfills those same traits. So. Why did you pick an animal whose name means ghost? I know we have an odd sense of humor, but this is not funny." Sang was sure that she was probably causing a scene, but she didn't much care. Let the other patrons think she was nuts!

"I don't think my forms are meant to be a joke, dear," the daemon said, sensing his human's extreme agitation. He flickered a bit, a glowing tentacle caressing her arm. "I think it just means you have a bit of soul searching to do. You and I both know you'll never give him up, you know. At least not the way you're going." The daemon really was smart.

"Well..." The girl was quiet and sulky. "What if I don't want to give him up? What if I want to hang on to that memory?"

"That's up to you, dear. But... you have to know this, otherwise I wouldn't be thinking it. His soul's moved on, and yours is here. I'm sure he wouldn't want you to be mired in your memories; he'd want you to enjoy the world. There's more than one way to honor somebody's memory, you know. Perhaps you should just let his ghost move on." This was a rare side of the clownish daemon, this counsel and compassion. "Now, come on. You've got a lot to think about, and I don't think you want to be thinking about it out here. Let's go."
Together, the girl and daemon stood and walked away, both retreating to their own private Lemurias.

PostPosted: Fri Dec 11, 2009 3:07 pm


Chapter Six: Deep Sea Horrorshow

The library at Jaradin was always a wonderment to Sang; she'd never seen so many books in one place. She loathed coming down to search for one particular tome, however, for she always had a hard time navigating the shelves. Today, however, her search paid off quite quickly, perhaps because she knew exactly what she was looking for. The book was beautiful, as far as books go. Sang had a copy back home on the ship, and she'd loved to look at the gorgeous woodcuts, all hand-made by the great explorer himself. It was bound in green and copper silk, and had a gold dolphin embossed on the cover. She was more than pleased to discover that the library's copy of Brethren of the Brine, the authoritative text on ocean animals, was identical to her own, and she wasted no time in settling into a large cooshy pouf by a window and cracking open the book, thumbing through the pages to find a specific entry.

Let's see... Anchovy, Angelfish... ahh. Here we are.

"As one descends into the deep ocean, one is accosted by all number of strange creatures. From great gulper eels that have mouths like a pelican's bill, to colossal squids that can sink sailing ships, a diving bell opens up a fearsome new world of piscine life. One of the most interesting and prevalent species that inhabit this blackness is the bioluminescent anglerfish. This creature is quite unique in that the male is entirely unremarkable; rather, the female alone is formidable, fierce, and deadly. The largest of the female sea devils can attain three feet in length; rarely do the males grow to be larger than a few inches. It is believed that, for most of their adult lives, the males are little more than parasites, attaching to the females and withering away to next to nothing while the female slashes her way through the sea."

"Do you really think of me that way, Pieuvre?" Eglantine's eyebrows drew together, bringing wrinkles to her forehead. Although she'd never seen a real anglerfish in the open ocean, the woodcut was a rather nasty-looking animal. None of the other animals he had included in his manifestation were truly predators as such; seagulls were far better scavengers than hunters, and although octopi ate clams and small pieces of dead things and detritus, they didn't have such a strategy. Deception and trickery were not things Sang saw in herself, nor were they qualities that she admired.

"No," he said, imperceptibly shrugging. "But you do."

"Pieuvre, I do not see myself as a predator."

"But you do see yourself as an independent woman. You always have. You can do anything better than the me... your brothers could, and you can do it well. You'll notice that the female angler doesn't really need the male to be happy; when left alone, she flourishes."

Sang was quiet. This was borderline uncomfortable for her.

"And the bioluminesence... The male anglerfish doesn't have it, and yet, you manifested as male with a female aspect. Is it because I'm a light shining in the darkness? Is that it?" The anglerfish really didn't make much sense to her. She'd never really been a beacon of anything, and though she loved the sea, she'd never much cared for diving bells. Too claustrophobic. And the dark... the dark reminded her too much of a certain stormy night, not too terribly long ago. She avoided it when she could, and fell asleep with a candle burning on the worst nights. "It's not as though I'm a particularly brave or good person, Pieuvre. I don't quite think I'm beacon material." Again, the daemon conveyed a shrug, moving a few shimmering tentacles.

"Neither of us ever said that. But, tell me, why do you wear a feather in your hat, m'lady?"

"Because... it's pretty. I like it. Feathers are shiny, and they add, I dunno, distinction. And they look neat." Sang was really quite confused; she'd never really thought about why she wore feathers. It was just something she'd always done. And her habit certainly didn't make an impact on her daemon; she'd never worn a gull feather.

"I think it comes from that. It makes you stand out, and it makes you feel pretty. And it gives you something to hang on to; a constant in your life. You've always worn a feather, just as you've always had ties to the sea. I know you may not want to acknowledge all of your constants, but I think you and I both know why I take this form."

Sang idly ruffled the pages of the book. "I will say one thing for it," she said.

"What's that?"

"It does make for a fantastic night light."

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PostPosted: Sat Feb 13, 2010 11:17 am


Chapter Seven: Creature Comforts

Sang watched the downpour from a leather armchair in the library, a science book laying open but unread on her lap. She attempted to do her homework, but the water was far too distracting. The rain made her think, and she didn't particularly want to think right now. Not about the ideas that the rain brought with it. A tugging at the back of her mind pulled her gaze to the daemon hovering near her lap. For some reason, Pieuvre wanted her attention. She glanced down at him and smiled. In the swirling mist of magika, she couldn't make out any squamous tentacles or dangly bioluminescent bits. This time, all she saw was fur. Cat fur.

Sang liked cats. Cats were good luck at sea, and they'd catch the mice and rats that could eat the cargo on a merchant ship. There had always been at least three cats aboard her parents' vessel, and while they came and went at various ports of call, they had all been very friendly towards the children on board. As she heard Pieuvre purring in her lap, she was taken back to the time when one of the cats had a litter of kittens. It was a large litter- in less than a day, the population of cats on the ship had jumped from three to eleven- and her parents had said that as soon as they reached port, the kittens would have to leave because eleven cats was just too much. After much crying on the part of their daughter, however, they relented into allowing one to stay. Eglantine knew exactly which one that would be. He was the prettiest of the litter, a lovely blue color with such soft fur and such beautiful green eyes that captivated the little Eglantine so much that she couldn't possibly part with him. He didn't look a thing like his mother or his siblings; his appeal must have come from his unknown father. She'd named the kitten Emil, and he'd followed her around like a dog for the first several years of his life. Lately, though, he'd taken on an independent mindset, and while he'd been nice to Sang, it had been like he'd moved on as he grew up. She hadn't brought him with her when she left the ship; he was happy there. Why interfere with his happiness? He didn't need to be constantly reminded of his past if he was happy where he was. But it did make her very glad that Pieuvre had manifested with a bit of cat in him. Even if it wasn't her kitten Emil, it was still a cat, and of all her daemon's various parts, the cat made the most immediate sense to her. She liked the independence that cats represented, but she also liked how friendly a cat could be once it knew you. She knew she could be that way; meeting new people was sometimes difficult for her. But once she warmed up, she really liked people. But, perhaps more significantly, even though she acted with as much confidence as she could muster, sometimes she really was just a scared little girl deep inside- especially when she knew that her rash actions had caused harm to others. And Pieuvre knew that sometimes, all a scared little girl needed was to be comforted.
PostPosted: Fri Jun 04, 2010 1:08 pm


Chapter Eight: Octopus's Garden



The courtyard was empty and small, but very beautiful. A small fountain burbled merrily, and a warm bench looked quite inviting. Sitting down, she unwrapped the parcel that was her lunch. Brown bread, cabbage salad, some pickled cucumber slices, and a lovely piece of baked trout. A flask of cool water finished out the meal, and as she ate and drank, she considered the dilemma of eating fish when a fish was one of her daemon's favorite manifests.
And what about calamari? She'd loved it as a child, but now that her Pieuvre manifested so frequently as an octopus, she couldn't stomach it. She wondered if people with cow daemons ever ate steak, or if those with cockerels ever ate chicken. She was quite glad Pieuvre hadn't decided to be a chicken; she'd just die if she found herself unable to eat coq á vin. Though, when she thought about it, she'd stopped eating calamari before Pieuvre showed up. Octopi were too wonderful to eat, once she'd learned about them.

"Heh."

"What?" the daemon buzzed inquisitively. He'd been examining a packet of cold fried potatoes somebody had dropped earlier; clearly, his seagull side was showing.

"Just thinking of something I learned last time we were at port."

"And what would that be?"

"Pére and I went fishing with this local guide in his skiff, and he was telling us the lifestory of the fishes who lived in the bay. He told us all about octopi, about how protective they are of their families. Did you know that the females die after they lay their eggs? They tend them for so long that they don't eat and then they starve to death. And the males do the same for the females. They love more fiercely than any of the other fish. And they're clever, too. They make armor out of fallen coconut shells and walk along the ground with two tentacles. It's like they can make a home anywhere, even if they start from nothing. And then there's the gardens..."

"Gardens? I don't know anything about any gardens."

"It might not be true. But the fisherman told us that the octopi build gardens- they pick up little rocks and shiny objects to decorate their hideouts."

"Neat! Shall we try one sometime?"

"Maybe." Sang was pensive. "You know, the octopus has no real family. Even though they have dozens and dozens of siblings, they all go their separate ways. And they're really tragic creatures. They either have to die together or live alone."

At this, the daemon sighed a bit. "Ah, ma cherie Sang. My dear, dear girl. You are not an octopus in every sense of the word! While it is true that you are charming, clever, and will forever remain tied to the sea, you are not held by any red heartstring of fate! He'd want you to move on- he's gone. You don't have to forget him, but you do have to live."

She was silent for a bit.

"What would she have been?"

"Eh?"

"His daemon. He didn't have one. What would she have been?"

"Sang, dearest heart, you know I have no way of knowing that."

"I loved him, you know."

"I know."

"I've never admitted it."

"I know."

"And... I never told him."

"He knew."

"You think so?"

"I know so."

"You're very stubborn."

"Octopi are tenacious. We share that quality with them and you know it."

More silence. Lunch lay forgotten as the girl thought about her situation. Pieuvre was at a loss for what to say; he wanted to comfort her, but at the same time, he was her and was feeling just as miserable as she was. The packet of chips caught his eye again, and an idea began to form.

"You know, ma Sang, octopi are charming in more than one social way. They form very good friendships with the humans they interact with."

She smiled, a little bitterly. He noticed this and continued on his track.

"Nobody forces an octopus to mate. If something goes wrong, the octopus just keeps on living and tending her garden. Look," he said, stretching a rubbery arm out at a piece of trash. "A shiny. And over here," pointing with another arm, "a rock."

"Pieuvre, that's garbage and a dirt clod."

"Maybe to you, but I see a shiny and a rock. There's two ways to look at things, and as you can see, I am being an opportunistic, optimistic octopus. Sure, I could be all sad about my fate. It's not easy, I think, to be an octopus. You are delicious calamari, you die young, and you get eaten by dolphins and groupers. But some parts of life under the waves would be beautiful. Starting with this shiny and this rock."

"Y'know, now that you mention it..."

"Yes?"

"That paper is awfully shiny."

Grins appeared on both their faces as Eglantine reached down and arranged the paper so that it sat coiled on top of the dirty pebble, then placed them under a leaf. "There, I'm building my garden. One pebble and shiny at a time. Happy now?"

"Only if you are, ma cherie Sang. Only if you are."


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