It's called everyone here has teen angst, usually caused by what you thought was true love yet was really only infatuation thus a break-up. Ever notice how there are no "emos" or 'goths" in the adult world? Yes, because they all grew out of it. I went through a "dark phase" like that from 13 to 15, but then guess what? That's right, I grew out of it into a mature, rational adult. Sure I'm still out-there, seeing as I'm female and I wear dress shirts with ruffled fronts in anything from a suit to an 1800s-type outfit. You can be unique with out hurting yourself and looking like a mime crossed with a circus clown, just stop moping around long enough to use the head on your shoulders.