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Okay, During the school year of my second to last year of Jr.High (not to long ago you see) I had been very Depressed and Suicidal caused by mocking and ridiculng and paranioa caused by the other school children . . and being suicidal at the beginningof that school year and being introduced to pubety, death in the close friend of family range, and just asic sadness I did not need any pain and found relief in what people may call cchildish. I begun a Friendship with an imaginary friend. . seeing at the time I was either different from my friends even, or did not know even them very much, so I wrote horrible painful poetry that literally sucked in general, and if I were to remeet that side of me I'd choke myself out and say "your not emo! your just a manson/cof fan and Sephiroth fangirl of six years, damn you!" Lol. But I'm gald that hasnt happened. . Anywho I found myself my I.F. (Imaginary friend, but I doubt I'll write that unless I get lazy.) And I began being a chipper littl dickens! and I'm going to write small entries about him in here because of course he is a immitation of Sephiroth-sama, seemingly on crack in some moments. . and in others just a vision of what I hope to be. . and soemtimes he acts like himself. . I guess I can say that. . Anywho I'm going to put daily stories in here. . But first I'll add a few from a while back.

Today's Story! Nov 22, 2005.

Okay, Today is my first day of Stefanie's turducken's holiday season, (thanksgiving) and She decided She wanted to give him a bath. . So as she got home she found Sephiroth-sama sitting in her brother's room with her friends headphones on and she heard his Advent: one winged angel playing. So basically Stefanie just stalked around the house a bit after finding he hadnt cleaned her room up any for her, which would have been nice you know? Now anywho, He was siting with his legs crossed and rised to his chest and his eyes closed and his hair thrown across the radius of about a foot around him being static-like and all so flowing and pretty-like. . So Stefanie tapped him on the shoulder, and his sense of serenity kinda trailed off and he had his death glare and I . . erm. . Stefanie was all, "Sephiroth-sama-kun!" and his eyes went from large and chibi-ish to basically wide and went a bit darker and he just removed the head phones from his ears and let them hang on his neck, by now the new song was From the Cradle to Enslave, and he basically gave me a small grin, (which can be commonly seen in avent children) , and looked to the side and said in a soft tone, "Hey," and that when he basically left me hanging, frickin' hippie. . Ack, I've been talking to my friend kaysi. . sorry. . so then, Okay i'm not going to talk in the third person no more Stefanie shall be seen inless Sephiroth said my name. . So I aske dwhat he had been up to and he didnt truely respond, he's been pissed . . Well not exactually pissed persay. . But. . Not himself. So he smiled and went back to the music. . and I just stared. and I ran off to the bathroom to perpaair a bath because I'm SOOO-- eeebil. . and He just came out a few minutes later and was standing above me because I talk to myself and I forget about what but he came in like "The hell are you talking about?" and I basically spazed like one of those anime girls you just want to see die. . like thoru honda. . and jumped. So Sephiroth just looked at me and tilted his head and walked off hmming (sp) Born in a bridal gown, AS you will learn that Sephiroth has so long ago is I LOVE Cradle of Filth. . I'm not the biggest fan I only own the NYmphetamine album and have three other songs on my playlist . . I just adore them. and Sephiroth grow onto them. . well he liked a few songs and just started listening to them more because. . My cd's arent all that interesting. So I followed him out with a sheepish grin and he was like, "No." Because I've forced a bath on him before a month or two. . maybe three back. . and he hated the whole thing. . I bet he just didnt like the lofa. . or maybe the shampoo brand. . or maybe OI'm just ugly! . . lol. . But he still isnt fond off me playing the Mother or Hojo role really. . But it was fun . . for me. . but thats because I got to put his his in a pony tail and tell him all the joys of being catholic and dail soap. But He was just pissed towards me the next few days so I wasnt going to have that happen again so I would not again promise him a chocolate cookie he would never get! I left him alone but then soon after kicked him off the puter and told him to see if Billy Madison was going to be a comedy central. . . so I betcha He's in my room listening tp my cd player as I sit and enjoy gaia and Twisted Sister, I wanna rock. Or like normal hes probably behide me waiting for me to get off line and whatnot. . well I'll put something more interesting in later but Sephy hasnt done anything. . today that I've noticed.

I have an imaginary friend sort of...he's a character in my book...and It's really more the fact I slip into the character of him. To find out what my imaginary friend is like, just look up the gaia user Misopan_Kurai that's where I 'become' Misopan. I also have a few other accounts but this is the one that's really me...or is it? ninja

Today's Story! Jan 18, 2006.

First story of the year! Whoot!
Me and Sephiroth-sama are mplanning to hang oput in the snow . . Because it the first time I'll willingly go outside for a long peroid of time in three years. . . and really I want to make the SHM snow men's . . and Also A sephiroth. . But I'm looking forward to attempting what going to be a Kadashi. . So Sephiroth is just hanging out in my closet ( It doesnt have a door. . It has a bean bag and blanket and weird trhings in it. . Its looks like a closet to the smallest degree at the moment because it messy) . . And he's asleep using my Blest shirt as a pillow . . He's adorable. . He's probably going to wake up and attempt killing my snow mens though. . (I just had the idea rto make an aeris)