Hahaha. I feel funny posting something like this. I just really wanted to share.
Okay. So, Gavin is one of my best friends. I've known him for YEARS and I've been starting to feel something for him. s**t happens. I don't know. I was like, falling in love with my best friend. So...going on, I thought there could be something. I thought there WAS something. He's such a sweet guy. I didn't wanna, you know, rush things and shiz since his girlfriend broke up with him December last year. She's such a sweet girl too. She's really nice...and I loved it when they were together. I was so happy for them.
So, I was having fun at this party where the three of us were invited to. I was playing billiards, and when I bent down to break I saw them together from the corner of my eye. I...wasn't very happy. I feel so selfish. All this time, what I thought was something for the both of us was just something for me and was really nothing for him. I want them to be together. But if they're together, I'd be feeling like this. Ohmygod. I am selfish.
I feel weird. I'm not usually into these kinds of things. I don't get all so emotional and shiz.
GADDAMMIT
Okay. So, Gavin is one of my best friends. I've known him for YEARS and I've been starting to feel something for him. s**t happens. I don't know. I was like, falling in love with my best friend. So...going on, I thought there could be something. I thought there WAS something. He's such a sweet guy. I didn't wanna, you know, rush things and shiz since his girlfriend broke up with him December last year. She's such a sweet girl too. She's really nice...and I loved it when they were together. I was so happy for them.
So, I was having fun at this party where the three of us were invited to. I was playing billiards, and when I bent down to break I saw them together from the corner of my eye. I...wasn't very happy. I feel so selfish. All this time, what I thought was something for the both of us was just something for me and was really nothing for him. I want them to be together. But if they're together, I'd be feeling like this. Ohmygod. I am selfish.
I feel weird. I'm not usually into these kinds of things. I don't get all so emotional and shiz.
GADDAMMIT
