My soul has been filled with pain, my mind with confusion, and now my body has been stricken with fear. I leave with those who want me dead, I am constantly controlled by my own. I have no longer the need to live for they live my life for me. This girl who hates even numbers, may she be the first to save my soul? Will she be the last to watch me die? I have allowed her to live in my life and now I must work hard to control my inner demons. My demons want the world to burn and for all those with happy lives to feel pain like mine. I don't want to feel this pain, should anyone else?