Well, since I have no one I can really trust, I decided I’d vent here, since there is no way this could come back to bite me in the a**.

So, I have a friend I've known for roughly two years. He says he loves me, then goes away for a while and doesn't say it anymore, then continues the pattern. Well, in May he asked if I would marry him, I told him when I'm older. Then, he went away again.
I'm pretty sure he doesn't mean it. I care for him a lot, but I trust my instinct before I trust my heart. He tells a lot of chicks he loves them, and I’m not going to think “he only truly loves me!” because, lets face it, that’s most likely not true.

As you guys know, my sister and I are Satanists. About a month ago, we found this little shop downtown where we can buy anything we need for magic. The shop keepers name is Scott, and he teaches us a lot of stuff.
My sister bought a book of spells, and anything she’d need to do a spell. Scott gave her an alter. So, she can pretty much do any spell she chooses, because she has all the stuff.
I however, have no spell ingredients, and no alter.

I offended my sister by saying that she probably won’t get a lover by the time her ex comes down here, in September. I didn’t intentionally offend her, but I guess it really pissed her off. She wont tell me what I did wrong, she wont even tell me to my face she’s mad at me, but she’s been writing a s**t load of blogs about how she can break me, because she made me, and that she can erase me if she so chooses.
Well, I have to admit I’m a little frightened, since she has all the spell things. I don’t think she’d go as far as to put a spell on me, but knowing her anything can happen.
I’ve been trying to be nicer to her, but I guess it hasn’t been working because she’s still been being a b***h to me.

But yeah, that’s about it. Felt like writing it out, I don’t give a ******** if you read it or not, just felt like getting it out of my system.