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 Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 6:28 am
yea i lost my one true love...me and her broke up....
i couldnt save the relationship...
now i have to cut those bonds of love i tied to her away....
7 months of love i have to cut away...
she wants to still be friends...
if i dont cut those bonds away how can i ever be like jst a friend around her...
the void inside me right now is unbearable....
PB over and out...
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 11:07 am
Feel better young dude. 3nodding
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Snow White Jinx Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 3:31 pm
Aw, Im sorry, break ups really suck.
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 4:29 pm
My condolences man, not much hurts worse than that.
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 7:18 pm
 Awwww, sorry man. I know I've never experienced a relationship, but I still can imagine the pain you feel.....
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 8:13 pm
aw. *gives cookie.* 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 9:24 pm
Thanks all...im over it now...
well...as over it as i will ever be...
ive cut away my feelings beyond a friend i felt of her...
hopefully i will be able to shield myself from the grief i still feel...
...cause im gonna see her at my friends birthday party not this Sun but next Sun...
the 20th i believe...so yea....i have to steel myself so i dont break....
i cant let her see that it has hurt me so much...
...it sucks but i have to be hard as iron so she doesnt feel too bad about breaking up with me...i cant let her feel bad over that...she believes she did the right thing...who am i to tell her differently....she doesnt love me the same way i loved her...a relationship cant be one sided....you dont marry a friend....it wuz going to end...there wuz no stopping that...thats the mayne reason i have to get over her...if i give her doubt over her reasoning what would that do to her?
the hardest part wont be letting go though....it will be learning to trust someone like i did her again...i dont know how long those wounds will take to heal...but i can feel an impression of years ahead....well im not gonna bother anyone on her any longer...if you have read this far thanks for listening to me whine...ill talk ot yall later...PB over and out....
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Posted: Thu Nov 10, 2005 9:47 pm
Don't delude yourself into thinking you're over it already... trust me, suppressing those feelings doesn't help in the slightest.
Just do what you have to do, cry when you have to cry, and realize you've got a long life ahead of you and will likely do the whole romance/heartbreak thing another time or two before you find someone who fits.
narf smile
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 12:20 am
Lojak Don't delude yourself into thinking you're over it already... trust me, suppressing those feelings doesn't help in the slightest. Just do what you have to do, cry when you have to cry, and realize you've got a long life ahead of you and will likely do the whole romance/heartbreak thing another time or two before you find someone who fits. narf smile Damn skippy. Bottling stuff up just makes it worse in the end. Platinum, just keep in mind that every day that goes by is not yesterday until it's over. Live it up, and let the fact that you are alive carry you through your trouble. ^_^
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 6:20 am
I understand guys and im trying not to bottle them up...but i have nvr been one for tears...when i found out i cried for about 5 minutes...then i couldnt cry anymore...now i do still jump tracks in emotions and can go from laughing to crying in an instant. But i know that we will nvr be together like we were before and to go on feeling the way i do will only make things weird...so i cant bottle those feeling up....i have to destroy them...all 7 months of bonding...once i have destroyed those bonds then i can really view her as no more than i friend...believe me if i need to cry i wont stop myself...if i need to let something out im not gonna keep it in...but when i see her even if im not done getting over it i have to at least act like it for her sake during the party...i cant make her feel bad jst because i may take this badly...i will get over it totally eventually but for now until i can destroy those bonds im as over it as i can be...after the bonds are gone then i will be able to completely heal and then i will have to learn to trust someone again with my feelings....which may take weeks, months, or even years...im not shure...i have nvr been a really trusting person....im not shure how long i will be hurt and affected by this....thanks for all your help...PB over and out...
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Snow White Jinx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2005 11:18 am
Platinum_Behemoth252 I understand guys and im trying not to bottle them up...but i have nvr been one for tears...when i found out i cried for about 5 minutes...then i couldnt cry anymore...now i do still jump tracks in emotions and can go from laughing to crying in an instant. But i know that we will nvr be together like we were before and to go on feeling the way i do will only make things weird...so i cant bottle those feeling up....i have to destroy them...all 7 months of bonding...once i have destroyed those bonds then i can really view her as no more than i friend...believe me if i need to cry i wont stop myself...if i need to let something out im not gonna keep it in...but when i see her even if im not done getting over it i have to at least act like it for her sake during the party...i cant make her feel bad jst because i may take this badly...i will get over it totally eventually but for now until i can destroy those bonds im as over it as i can be...after the bonds are gone then i will be able to completely heal and then i will have to learn to trust someone again with my feelings....which may take weeks, months, or even years...im not shure...i have nvr been a really trusting person....im not shure how long i will be hurt and affected by this....thanks for all your help...PB over and out... Trust is a verry hard thing to regain. I still have a hard time trusting my boyfriend. I know if I ended it with him it would take a long time for me to trust a guy again.
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Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2005 9:27 am
Yes im all better now except on the trust part...
so yea im busy with school but soon i should be on gaia daily.
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