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Update: It's turning into a calorie filled week. Poutine for lunch, as well some left over hamburger helper and supper was pasta drowned in cheese. The poutine was totally worth it, but then I go home and my mom always cooks something loaded with fat so it's a double wamy. (If you live outside Quebec and THINK you've tasted poutine, well you're wrong! Everyone should taste a real poutine once in their life. It's magically delicious xd mmmm, and beaver tails, which is deep fried dough with your choice of toppings. I like the cinnamon, and the garlic butter and cheese *drools*)

So Friday night I had cheeseburgers and chips. Then Saturday I found out my ex has got a new girl already. So I lost my appetite completely. I had a banana for breakfast and microwave dish for lunch. Then went to beerfest and had about 9 4-8 oz beers. Got home late and drunk, so just snacked on some crackers (organic whole wheat) then this morning I had some whole wheat blueberry egos. By lunch I decided to have a cheese pizza as comfort food. Then for supper I made hamburger helper cause I figure I could have left overs for lunch tomorrow. Well now I'm full and don't feel any better, just feel guilty and depressed.

I think my biggest problem is the more weight I lose the more confident I feel and feel like I can get away with having a tasty pizza or something of the like. But it has happened that just one weekend of poor eating like this one puts me back a couple pounds and then I feel like I have to work twice as hard to get myself back.

hehe, ya, plus I'm working as a bike patroller all summer. So I tend to think as I'm active all day I can justify eating pizza and such on the weekends at least. But I'm not THAT active...Like we do 15km/hr most of the day, and we spend half the day sitting in parks. Plus the kind of pizza I had was not healthy. lots of saturated fats and regular crust. I think I'm gona go back to making my own with whole wheat pitta bread.