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 Posted: Fri Jun 05, 2009 3:24 pm
so, I haven't been depressed in a LONG time. I don't even really remember what it's like. I think I'm depressed now though. My friend who joined the ccc is in the backcountry now. I was really happy that she got the opportunity to be part of that program. But, while here crew was traveling around, they stopped by our center for a night and I got to see her. She mentioned how she's been doubtful about the program and how she thought she wouldn't make it. So I gave her some support. Then she mentioned how sexually frustrated she's been. I could have totally laid her and instead I just let her leave without sharing a passionate night of love making. Anyway, she hasn't been getting letters and she's been feeling down, so I wrote her a letter. And I've been searching around all day to find her mailing address and I can't find it. I think seeing her, and remember where I came from, and all of my history, and being unable to find that damn address, and not taking that sexual frustration off her shoulders, well it's all been getting to me. My eyes actually watered upfor the first time in YEARS!!! I don't know, I just thought I'd let you guys know. Everyone's pretty cool here, so I just thought that if I shared it mightmake me feel better. Thanks for listening guys.
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Posted: Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:02 am
Indeed Tristen, what you feel, and this is me saying this, is being depressed, and not being able to fulfill that really feels horrid, considering many things....
so their is absolutely no way to get her address, and let her know that you want to be the one to share that time with her and express what can't be expressed in words. whee 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Jun 28, 2009 6:39 pm
man, it's been a while. Anyway I got the letter to her and I'm over that bout of depression.
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Posted: Mon Jul 06, 2009 7:52 pm
So.....how are you feeling? whee
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