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I talk to
a) People on Gaia (and not many xP)
b) My mother and brother at home
c) Very rarely people at church

Mostly people leave me alone, I think I give off this "Ihatepeople" vibe and they know it. XD

For me, my interactions with people have changed throughout my entire life. I'm usually at a constant need where I have to be talking to someone or listening to something without going bored. My mind will at times jump from one idea to another at times and my process of thought just goes down a tangent where I'm thinking of one specific item and it leads to an idea for something else. For me, it was mostly stimulate by the social situations that I've been through. I grew up partially in a huge densely populated city/country. People would see each other and just walk by without knowing you and you'd have your certain group of friends or connections of people you had with. I had gotten used to just being around tons of people, being able to socialize with them. When I moved here, it was a completely different situation. I moved to the suburbs where everyone in the neighborhood knows you, but there's barely anyone outside. If you were to walk down the street, you'd see at most 1-2 cars going down the lane and then perhaps 1-2 people going on a walk. Compared the massive amount of people that I was used to- here it seemed more of a isolated case for me. So from here I've sunken in to a point where I've just retracted all the socialness and tried to connect myself through other means- which was the internet. And then when I finally got myself a group of friends that were really close- college happened and everyone separated again. Fortunately for me, I got into a college in the city where I'm a bit more comfortable in- but the closeness of everything and knowing everyone was just too stuck to me... So I've been going back to the withdrawl that I had when I first moved here...

What I'm trying to say here is that, we has humans need to have our times of isolation and times of socialization. Too much and it tires us, and too little and it drives us insane. We're driven by our psychology and our mentality to need and be needed by something or someone. A man stranded on an island and a man compressed by multitudes of people are neither happy. But if the two were mixed, we'd have our society.

Yes. D: My gaia social life is better then my Rl.

I like to be alone now a lot i spend most of my day inside i never go out i hate being around so many people even if there is none im a little anti social when it comes to starting conversations yes im a weirdo if i go out i get scared of cats dogs cows crying

I'm pretty alone most of the time, but I manage. I love people and I love being around them, don't get me wrong, but sometimes...yipes, I just need OUT. And I mean totally out. No phone, no e-mail, no Gaia, nothing. Just me and my thoughts.
I've been pushed into a corner as a kid, and since I didn't really understand (and still don't really) why it happened, I grew to love my own company. The hardest time for me was probably in first grade, because I had just transferred up North from the South and from the first day I went to school, no one really talked to me except for the obligatory hellos and questions with homework. By like, sixth grade, I accepted I wasn't part of the clique and learned to deal~ I still have decent social skills, though I get HORRIBLY withdrawn in one-on-one conversation, but I do still make an effort to keep conversation going~
All in all, while I would prefer the company of others on my own terms, I do enjoy my plenitude of alone time.

I talk to myself does that count?

I'm way too shy and can't really make any friends.
I've been at college for 2 months now.....no friends....hell.....I can't even remember most of their names....-_-
I miss having friends.... sad