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the_forgotten_thought Captain
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 Posted: Sat May 30, 2009 1:29 pm
yeah, ok so i've been having this problem recently that i experienced A LOT as a lil kid and it's buggin me a lot. it's like this:
ok, so when i was little, i would go to sleep every night begging God to make me a boy. then i would wake up every morning hating myself for still being a girl.
now, over time, i kinda got over the fact that i was a girl and i even started hangin out with girls more. but then once i got older, i realized i liked girls and i was like "s**t, im a girl who likes girls" and blah blah blah, normal closet story.
ok, so i've gotten used to the idea that i'm gay over time, but suddenly, outta nowhere, i'm back to hating that im a girl and seeing myself as a boy! it's like, grrr, i can't see myself as a girl! like, i can't dress like a girl cuz it doesn't feel right, even in my pics i look like a boy (a slightly girly boy, yes, but more a boy than a girl) and i keep having my mom and dad complain to me that "yeah, your a girl. dress and act like it!"
and it's really annoying and stressful cuz here i am trying to see if i'm transexual or just butch while my parents are forcing me to be a girl so i dunno if its my teenage rebellion thats making me see myself as a boy or if its nature, and then i keep naturally reacting like a guy and talking like a guy and every day i'm finding it harder and harder to be a girl and its' just really confusing at this point.
i can't even hear myself as a girl cuz my voice is so damn low! i don't know if i'm transexual or gay and i was wondering if anyone else was having the same problem.
well, now that i'm done explaining myself, how's everyone's summer going? =P yeah, talk and discuss if your in the same prob/stress from being gay, bi, trans, straight but cool with gays, etc. or your summer if you feel like it. haha. later
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Posted: Sat May 30, 2009 2:10 pm
I kinda now what you mean. I would always curse my luck for being born as a Boy and had always wished I could just wake up as a girl. Bleh.
I act really girly at times, though other times I act like a boy, but everyone keeps telling me "Straighten up! Act like a guy!"
But then I started noticing one morning that my voice was higher than I remembered it, I lost an inch of height, and my face was more feminine looking.
It was weird gonk but cool.
I'm ranting again.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 6:04 am
Only if we could tap into mad science and switch your brains then... twisted
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 9:20 am
Yeah Drak 3nodding
Tell me the day you figure out how to switch brans, and I'll figure a way to get to your dorstep blaugh
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 2:50 pm
Well I already know how to switch brains, just not how to attach them to the spine, or keep the experiments alive.
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Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 3:18 pm
Scary o_o...
Kidding. But I don't want to die so I think I'll wait to find your doorstep ^^;
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Posted: Wed Jun 03, 2009 4:10 pm
But what does it meen to be like a girl or boy?
Gender roles are pointless and should be ignored. I personally think that being hapy within yourself, be that in a dress or jeans is more important.
But this is easier said that done stressed as I know it still frustrates me even though I am in no way neer as challenging a situation as some
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Posted: Wed Jun 03, 2009 4:37 pm
o.0
I think...
I'll stay in a chick's body xD
Cuz actually I can/am very feminine.
Just...am very guy-ish around others xDD
=P It was funny I was sitting like a guy today [[Cuz, It's so much more comfortable! Seriously!!]] and my legs were like open and like...My friends were all like "you keep sitting like that and you'll get called a whore." I'm like all "******** off, I'll sit how I wanna! I'm sick of all your sexist s**t!"
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It shut em up blaugh
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the_forgotten_thought Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 03, 2009 8:35 pm
Drak of Paradise Well I already know how to switch brains, just not how to attach them to the spine, or keep the experiments alive. haha, i'm willing to take that chance rolleyes anyways, yeah, it's just this thing that's bugged me forever. it goes beyond me wanting to dress and act like a guy but gets to the point that i want to actually be a guy. i had a dream that i was a guy once... but that's kinda a different story, i guess. it's not that i'm uncomfortable with myself, it's that i can't get used to being a girl when being a guy seems so much more preferable... but that's just me.
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 5:31 am
hmm...
wow.
I really can't relate sweatdrop
Maybe..
nah.
Uhm..
Wait.
ish you saying having a penor is more preferable to you?
O.O
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Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 6:48 am
It was the same thing with me I even seriously thought about getting a sex change I use to cry at night because I noticed my feelings for girls but wouldn't come out and say I was a lesbian because of my family I was sooooo confused most people now think of me as a guy now anyways even though I really don't want a sex change and really don't look like a guy now alot of my friends (Who are girls) Told me I'm not the same as a normal girls I've got "boyish charm" Now I'm pretty use to the idea that I'm gay but I'm still kinda considering a sex change...
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Posted: Tue Jun 09, 2009 6:49 pm
the_forgotten_thought yeah, ok so i've been having this problem recently that i experienced A LOT as a lil kid and it's buggin me a lot. it's like this: ok, so when i was little, i would go to sleep every night begging God to make me a boy. then i would wake up every morning hating myself for still being a girl. now, over time, i kinda got over the fact that i was a girl and i even started hangin out with girls more. but then once i got older, i realized i liked girls and i was like "s**t, im a girl who likes girls" and blah blah blah, normal closet story. ok, so i've gotten used to the idea that i'm gay over time, but suddenly, outta nowhere, i'm back to hating that im a girl and seeing myself as a boy! it's like, grrr, i can't see myself as a girl! like, i can't dress like a girl cuz it doesn't feel right, even in my pics i look like a boy (a slightly girly boy, yes, but more a boy than a girl) and i keep having my mom and dad complain to me that "yeah, your a girl. dress and act like it!" and it's really annoying and stressful cuz here i am trying to see if i'm transexual or just butch while my parents are forcing me to be a girl so i dunno if its my teenage rebellion thats making me see myself as a boy or if its nature, and then i keep naturally reacting like a guy and talking like a guy and every day i'm finding it harder and harder to be a girl and its' just really confusing at this point. i can't even hear myself as a girl cuz my voice is so damn low! i don't know if i'm transexual or gay and i was wondering if anyone else was having the same problem. well, now that i'm done explaining myself, how's everyone's summer going? =P yeah, talk and discuss if your in the same prob/stress from being gay, bi, trans, straight but cool with gays, etc. or your summer if you feel like it. haha. later ok ok sos we swich bodys problem solved =D >.>
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the_forgotten_thought Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 12, 2009 1:01 pm
Dalie Dildooooo the_forgotten_thought yeah, ok so i've been having this problem recently that i experienced A LOT as a lil kid and it's buggin me a lot. it's like this: ok, so when i was little, i would go to sleep every night begging God to make me a boy. then i would wake up every morning hating myself for still being a girl. now, over time, i kinda got over the fact that i was a girl and i even started hangin out with girls more. but then once i got older, i realized i liked girls and i was like "s**t, im a girl who likes girls" and blah blah blah, normal closet story. ok, so i've gotten used to the idea that i'm gay over time, but suddenly, outta nowhere, i'm back to hating that im a girl and seeing myself as a boy! it's like, grrr, i can't see myself as a girl! like, i can't dress like a girl cuz it doesn't feel right, even in my pics i look like a boy (a slightly girly boy, yes, but more a boy than a girl) and i keep having my mom and dad complain to me that "yeah, your a girl. dress and act like it!" and it's really annoying and stressful cuz here i am trying to see if i'm transexual or just butch while my parents are forcing me to be a girl so i dunno if its my teenage rebellion thats making me see myself as a boy or if its nature, and then i keep naturally reacting like a guy and talking like a guy and every day i'm finding it harder and harder to be a girl and its' just really confusing at this point. i can't even hear myself as a girl cuz my voice is so damn low! i don't know if i'm transexual or gay and i was wondering if anyone else was having the same problem. well, now that i'm done explaining myself, how's everyone's summer going? =P yeah, talk and discuss if your in the same prob/stress from being gay, bi, trans, straight but cool with gays, etc. or your summer if you feel like it. haha. later ok ok sos we swich bodys problem solved =D >.> any volunteers to be the mad scientist? we won't sue for malpractice if you give us candy after you mess up 3nodding
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Posted: Mon Jun 15, 2009 6:35 pm
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