I look up at the sky...and see myself like I've always wanted to be,courageous,incredible,a true leader. I try to touch my reflection,but it appears that the better self of me is trying to run away from my touch..I turn away and I'm in a crowded street. though there is no people,there is only distorted creatures who look everywhere but at my direction,I run through them all,and when I reach the end of the crowd I'm stabbed by my own father..I bleed,fall down, and then I wake up.

this dream is extremely scary to me,and I remember this dream clearly because I woke up with a tear on my cheek.I was very shocked..

I hope someone can help me to understand why I'm so shocked by this dream,and help me with the meaning of it..