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Posted: Tue Apr 14, 2009 1:05 pm
Marcella sighed. "Ignore me if I cry. That is the smartest thing to do, and perhaps the safest. I'm at my weakest mentally but strongest physically when I am depressed. Bad combination. Best thing to do is just stay out of my way." She sighed and closed her eyes. She could feel more tears welling up, but was still strong enough to keep them back. "I'll be fine, soon enough." She opened her eyes again, staring out the window. An image of Xandar manifested there, soft and smiling the way he would sometimes, only for her. She let out a soft sob. 'Why'd you have to be so pig-headed, Xan?' She screamed in her head. 'If you had just accepted the slavery, we would have gotten out of this together! We would still be...' she choked back a sob. "Together," she breathed, her voice thick with unshed tears.
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Posted: Tue Apr 14, 2009 4:41 pm
Kimaru shook his head "I cant ignore a person when they are crying" he said smileing at her.
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Posted: Wed Apr 15, 2009 4:17 pm
Marcella violently brushed away the tears that caught in her lashes, threatening to spill over. She curled in on herself, shivering. "Don't blame me if I kill you, then," She said, her voice dead. She was so cold. it felt like her heart, her very core was frozen over - no, more. As if it were made of ice. She shivered again, violently. She had no solace in sleep, knowing she would dream of Xandar as she had since their separation. She couldn't close her eyes, knowing she would see the sparkle in his eyes, his smile there. She couldn't keep her eyes open, knowing her own imagination would play tricks on her, let her see him in dark corners, in the faces of strangers. Unable to hold back anymore, she let herself fall apart - the first time with someone around since... since Xandar.((This be Xandar fyi.))
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 1:07 pm
Nina sat in her room by the window, hugging her knees to her chest and gazing outside. The trees were very tall and blocked most of the sunlight during the day, but at Night it was very pretty.
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 3:46 pm
"Its alright" Kimaru said wishing there was some way he could help.
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Posted: Fri Apr 17, 2009 5:13 pm
Nina knew that Kimaru probably was with the other slave. He acted....to leniant. She figured she'd escape soon, since there were almost no rules to follow.
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Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 3:21 pm
Marcella laughed coldly, the sound slightly muffled by her tears. "It will never be alright," She murmured. "Not until He comes back for me. And he won't, because I can't contact him. And I can't contact him probably because of the terms of his quest. And I've been puzzling over it and puzzling over it, and I just don't see a way around it." She buried her face in her arms. "I'm never going to see him again." With those words, her heart shattered, leaving her with no will, and no spirit. Her tears dried as she lay there, broken.
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Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2009 1:29 pm
"why wont the quest allow you to contact him?" He asked.
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Posted: Wed Apr 22, 2009 3:20 pm
Marcella's mind flashed back to the day when the High Court rulers gave their decree. "Bring us the last pair of an extinct race. No magicks to guide you. Only by your own work shall you be able to succeed." She sighed. "I can't help him, and because of that, our link is probably destroyed. The High Court's magicks are considerably stronger than mine, considering I was solitary. Plus, it was all of the Court, not just the Lord and Lady. No, there is no way to find him." She laughed sourly. "And as a faery, I can speak nothing but the truth. There is no way."
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Posted: Thu Apr 23, 2009 5:36 pm
"couldnt I contact him for you?" Kimaru offered.
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Posted: Mon Apr 27, 2009 3:36 pm
Marcella laughed again, the sound shattering her heart even more. "Of course, if you could find him. If you knew where and when he was. The magicks that sent him on the quest don't obey simple rules of travel - he can go anywhere, anywhen. As long as there are only two of them left, and they are extinct, he can succeed." She paused, then laughed again, so bitterly she was surprised she didn't gag on the sound. "And how can you find anything that is extinct? If it is extinct, there are no two left! They are all gone!!" She fell back against the mattress, her arm over her eyes. "I'm never going to see him again," she breathed. "Never." And she cursed the High Court and the Season Courts, more so than when they separated her from Xandar, more so than when she was sold to the humans.
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Posted: Fri May 01, 2009 1:21 pm
"you cant be extinct if you still exist" He said smileing "and he exists somewhere, besides if he is anywhen then I could just leave a message soemwhere he might visit and one day he will find it" he sugested.
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Posted: Mon May 04, 2009 3:47 pm
Marcella shook her head. "No. Sorcha's rules don't apply to normal logics. Her court is Balance, equality, fairness..." she closed her eyes, laughing darkly. "Everything the Dark Courts are not. We harbor her sister, Lady War. We feed off chaos, off dark emotions, the shadows of your minds." She sprang up suddenly, curled in a crouch, a mad gleam in her eyes. "We are lust, greed, pride. Pain, blood, war. We are everything you don't want to admit to yourself." She laughed giddily, the madness tinging her voice. "And we grew too strong. Oh, but it was delicious while it lasted. So much heartbreak, so much pain... so many dirty... little... secrets." The light faded from her eyes and she slumped down again. "So of course it's justice for us to feel that which we have caused." She stared, unseeing though her window. "There is no way to contact him. It would be easier for you to forget the quest." A twisted smirk tugged at her lips. "Oh, but Sorcha has no idea what she has set into motion. Just like the Hydra."
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Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 1:18 pm
"why does that smiels scare me?" He asked himself sarcasticly "well I'm going to go make something to eat, if you want I can bring your up here to you" he offered.
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Posted: Wed May 20, 2009 3:32 pm
Marcella shook her head. "No. That would be a very bad idea. Faeries eat very dfferent foods than any other being. I can feed myself." She didn't move from her bed, her arm over her eyes, sheilding them from the remaining light. "Mais, j'ai pas faim maintenant. J'ai sommeil. Apres... je... dormi..." she fell into a light doze, utterly exhausted.((But i'm not hungry now. I'm tired. after i sleep...)) ((I'm back!!))
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