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 Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 2:50 pm
 I enjoy reading amateur things at times and also like speaking to people of the intricate details in their personal lives.
So. Due to extreme Guild inactivity, and me continuing to plague us all with bothersome and short Topics as few Reply, please do inform me of your life- whether it be the past, present, or what you hope for the future.
Try to infuse a whole paragraph, if not more, with bunches of sentences and descriptions."If your stomach feels weak my work here is DONE."
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 5:11 pm
I used to be a really pretty child, but that all changed after I turned seven or so. Oh the pictures are horrible.
My parents never fought. Ever. Like, not once do I remember them fighting. They still don't fight. I'm grateful for that.
I judge the quality of my day by how I will remember it.
I've always wanted to learn how to do a backflip.
I guess I'm a really happy person. I have no reason to feel otherwise.
"If you realize you're feeling blue, then you know it's time to paint yourself a different color."
I'm trying to make myself a better person. I don't want to go through life hating people, I want to go through with them fighting for me.
I'm ridiculously creative. Can't go through more than a few days without creating some kind of art.
I intend to be the best at everything I do. I'm obsessed with being smarter, faster, stronger than everyone else.
At the end of each day I close my eyes and hit the REPEAT button.
Friendships with me don't last more than three years. Currently there have been no exceptions- ever.
This is a longer post than I thought it would be.
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Posted: Tue Apr 07, 2009 5:49 pm
I was born into a highly religious family, probably the reason for my deep hatred for all religion.
I was brought up to be good mannered so I have manners instilled into me even when I'm angry really.
My family is one that gets by with arguments, on everything so I generally seclude myself from them.
I have a tight group of amazing friends, amazing that they put up with the b*****d I am.
I attract gay people, whenever I go out on a night I get asked out by at least one person of the same sex, I have never been asked out by anyone other than gays, personally I wish no-one would ask me out.
I have an extreme phobia of shall we say intimate relations.
I generally spend my time reading, writing or doing some kind of art whether it is drawing, painting, or sculpting.
I plan to undergo surgery in the future to turn me genderless having nothing assigned to men or women.
I think pessimistically so if something goes wrong I was expecting it, if it goes well its a pleasant surprise.
My school nickname was Psycho.
I enjoy life to its fullest, taking whatever opportunities.
Ive hi-fived jack black - a proud moment.
Ive met Tom Cruise and told him to f**k off.
I do Capoeira and Muay Thai.
I haven't cried in the last seven years, I never feel the need.
I want a Pineapple that dances.
I want a moogle suit.
I want a leprechaun butler.
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Posted: Wed Apr 08, 2009 8:25 pm
-rubs his cheek thoughtfully-
Well...I was born (obviously) I honestly can't say I had a childhood considering the fact that I would always carry on conversations with adults,carry my drunk mother or father home and would get into fights constantly at school,either protecting myself or another.Elementary founded the basis for my hate of school.Middle school added and refined it and high school basically threw the frosting on it.From the age of 7 to 14 I have to say that those were the happiest years of my life thus far and it will probably remain that way.After Jen died,well....I don't remember what happiness feels like.We'll put it that way.At any rate,since that I've experienced an array of things that weren't very fun. -ahem-
Currently I'm single,and it wasn't under the best of circumstances that it happened either.Annnnyway.I'm losing weight (woot!) and have my permit.I also plan on going to an art college for photography and such.As of late I've had the most annoying mental block EVER -.- yea,so,moving on then,Im not exactly sure what I'll do or will be doing in the future.I have a suspicious feelings that I'll be moving around alot though. -shrug-
Yea.I could have typed way more but uh...I dun wanna right now ^^;
Sorry Pink!
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Posted: Wed Apr 08, 2009 9:22 pm
My life?
It's indescribable.
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 1:14 am
Akiraluckystar Ive hi-fived jack black - a proud moment. Ive met Tom Cruise and told him to f**k off.
I'm currently "walking the earth" as one guy described it. I don't go to school -took a year off - and I don't yet have a job. I needed a break from everything to work myself out, get my life together, get independent and see what I really want.
I love my friends to bits, they mean the world to me, especially these days.
I'm in a relationship and incredibly happy.
My childhood was both happy and miserable. I didn't really come into my own until High school where I decided "******** it". High school was actually a pretty good place for me, even when I was fighting with the muzzas all the time. I enjoyed the attention. I went to a pretty good school too - co-ed, public system, could get away with next to ANYTHING and still get into the Uni of your choice. We had a lot of teachers who "got it" in senior years - they knew we were gonna drink and whatever and because they were so down to earth I actually enjoyed most lessons. Even when I had that teacher that wanted to shag me, I still learnt heaps. ((And no, he never did.)) Groups aren't so tight here like they seem to be in America - you've got your clicks or whatever but you get along with almost everyone. You end up the same parties and its more fun to share the love than pick a fight.
I like staying up all night and watching the sun come up.
I like dancing and singing at the top of my lungs, granted after a few drinks. Recently butchered Bohemian Rhapsody - Freddie Mercury forgive me.
I found out a few weeks ago that I'm a smoker. It snuck up on me, I wasn't even aware it had happened. I hold the smoke in, as long as possible, by the time its out I wonder if there was meant to be more.
I'd rather be friends than enemies.
I realise I care about things more than I thought I did. A lot of things - people, politics, living.
I always wanted an older brother growing up. Even then I knew it'd make life easier in some ways.
I hate children, but I don't. I hate children but I'm more or less ok with them I guess. Makes me question whether I said I never wanted 'em because of them or because I couldn't do it on my own and my whole life growing up with my Dad I haven't trusted men that much to be any good at father stuff. Ask me in 5 years, maybe I'll know then.
I'm addicted to music. I download almost everyday.
My favourite cocktail is a long island. ******** genius.
I want to change my career choice.
I want the world at night, running through the streets under the street lights like the sun will never rise. I love that.
I have a love hate relationship with Korn.
Sometimes I eat, sometimes I don't.
I'm itchy all over right now - I think it's a sort of withdrawal form something. It might me to figure it out help if I didn't do everything at once and then nothing at all.
When I'm stressed out or upset I shop.
I adore the tv show skins. Even controversial series 3.
I don't know how much more I could type about me that's actually relevant.
This time next year I don't know where I'll be - literally. Next month even, its a mystery.
I'm not afraid of anything. At the same time I'm terrified.
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little_evil_goth Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2009 12:59 pm
My life can pretty much be summed up in one word: boring. The times when I am not at school or with my boyfriend I am at home, on the computer. Why? Because... I don't really have friends. It's not that people don't like me. It's that I don't like people. I have a pretty horrible personality but I'm not going into that; I don't feel like being judged by any of you. And I know that even though you say you won't, you will. And it's fine. It's human nature. But anyways... the only thing I've ever really cared about was getting good grades in school. I hate school so much. But everything is like a competition to me. I have to beat either a person or a machine (as in a clock). But I think that might just be my anxiety. Who knows. Every day of my life is the same.
I wake up, go to school, deal with idiots, come home, go to my room (and maybe do homework?). My brother is always either playing WoW, Xbox Live, or out with friends. My parents work until the evening (most nights) and come home, cook dinner, watch TV, and go to bed.
I know that my parents don't really like the way we live. I know that they wish my brother and I were more involved with family life and such. I try really hard to suck it up and deal with them. But it's hard to willingly put yourself around people that no matter what they do, they still manage to piss you off in one way or another.
I don't feel like writing anymore.
Congratulations; two paragraphs.
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Posted: Sat Apr 11, 2009 6:57 pm
Tyshia2 My life? It's indescribable. Lies and slander! "If your stomach feels weak my work here is DONE."
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Posted: Sun Apr 12, 2009 3:59 am
Every one seems to be having a hectic time eh, well, let me add the drama of my life currently.
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The Real Life of Cerestrail
I am stressing over assessment right now, and have been trying to complete all of my works in time. I just returned from running away for two weeks with a friend. We had an awesome time and got work done. It's definitely something to be done when one needs to get away.
Once I posted in someone's post about having a girlfriend I wanted to break up with. In the end we had an emotional fight which left me drained and hurt but definitely broken up. My friend who wanted us to keep trying has betrayed me by ignoring me and just hanging out with my ex. So she left me alone through the break up and I was left to comfort myself. So much for friends will be there for you.
Now, I have probably 3 or 4 girls wanting my attention. One of them I began noticing after the break up. We flirted silently apparently, just eye contacts and smiles for two months. She just came and asked for my number last week. I wanted to find her and marker it on to her hand but apparently she found me and just asked. We got each other high last night without any substance.
The second girl, is more of a friend that I made after my friend stopped talking to me. She is hinting all the time to have an affair and cheat on her girl friend but I act like I don't understand. Part of the reason I ran away was to keep away from this girl so that she gets a message. The third suddenly began sms-in me on a daily basis. We have light conversation and sometimes she brings up personal questions. I don't really know what she wants. And the last girl, I hung out with her for about 3 hours one night and the next week she asked me for a date after my assessment is over. I accepted at the time but now I'm not sure cause I am interested in the first girl.
Love life down, now family life. THis is interesting because apparently it is going alright. No fights no conflicts but that's probably cause I haven't told about my new microdermal piercings. hehehe. however I was sent a very meager allowance for the month of april, so I might have to become semi-anorexic for now. It's alright I don't have to eat. A piece of bread a day should do. Loads of water. Might lose a lot of weight. Yay.
Some thing might be wrong with my kidneys though, but I'm not sure. My hormones are also messed up cause it seems last month my cycle sped up and I had only two weeks break between my period. This month I hope it doesn't come. Gah, Medical problems definitely on the way.
I now have to start going back to school. But before that, after I log of Gaia, I have a philosophy exam to study for. Sighs
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Posted: Mon Apr 13, 2009 7:07 am
Usually I'm a really quiet person and I keep to myself. People have hurt me alot in the past. I don't really feel like I fit anywhere. I have a very hard time trusting people, and once that shred of trust I gave is broken; it's just about impossible for me to ever trust that person again.
I read alot. I also write alot. I think I know the characters better than the people around me. I don't really talk to anybody much so it's hard to really get to know anyone.
My mother is very frustrating to me. She pretty much has a list of ways I've failed her as a perfect daughter. Around her I pretty much can't have my own opinion on anything. She hates what I want to do with life. That's graphic design, and writing books. She wants me to be some kind of doctor. She also hates the clothes I would pick out for myself, so she waits till I'm not with her, and buys clothes she would like me to wear. I have to wear them just so I don't get yelled at, which I do anyways. There is no pleasing my mother.
My father's a loser that ignores my existence. My stepdaddy's cool though. I don't what possesed him to want to marry my mother though.
I'm in love with this guy. He's my best friend, and probably the only person I trust completely. He just loves me like a brother loves his sister though. So we're just friends. We were dating, but he broke up with me when he realize this. I cried for days. I usually just don't talk about it.
Right now I am struggling to trust two of my other good friends. Because one of them found a crack the wall I always have up, and I ended up opening up alot to him. He and my other friend then tag teamed to get my to the councilor's office, which I see as a betrayal of my trust in them. They knew I didn't want to go, and that if my parents got called they'd freak out on me. I lied to the councilor about my cutting though. I cut my side so nobody would see it unless they were looking under my shirt. If they were that close to me to try; I'd probably punch them. I really don't like being touched randomly by random people. As I've said, I trust no one. Anyways my parents were not called. Still I'm having problems trusting my friends now.
To top this all of my cousin Kimi and her husband's baby died a few days ago. There was a funeral that I didn't go to. I feel bad for Kimi.
Also I got dragged to church for Easter sunday. Don't get me wrong. I love God and all, I'm just not to fond of church. I'm forced to wear a dress or a skirt (both things I loathe) and got to a place where we sing a few songs that we don't really know the meaning of the words. Then we sit and listen to somebody preach for a while, and I can't help wondering if this pastor-guy up on the pulpit ever had a real problem in his life. If he did they why not say so? If church is the house of God, and he's sposed to be like our best friend or whatever, then why can't we show up in jeans and a t-shirt and just talk about what's really going on with everybody. Maybe then we could all actually help each other. As is it all just seems a little fake. I can talk to God at home too, and sees me in what I wear everyday. Heck Jesus didn't walk around all dressed up when he walked this earth. I don't see why I have to throw on a dress just because I'm going to talk to God. Just cause I'm in jeans doesn't mean he suddenly doesn't care if I live, die or whatever. So that is my thing against church.
That's about it. This post is way longer than I thought it'd be. I don't think I've ever told anybody that much all at once...huh. Well sorry that it's long and maybe a bit too much.
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Posted: Tue Apr 14, 2009 4:55 pm
I'm a sophomore in high school in the OC. I'm on the colorguard at my school, so on most Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays, that is what I'll be doing. I read a lot in my spare time, especially stuff by Dean Koontz and Chuck Palahniuk. I have a boyfriend of eight months, and we are in a polyamorous relationship. We aren't getting along very well since I realized that I should not be in a polyamorous relationship. Friends never last for more than three years before either they ditch me or I start to join another group. I am not a leader, but I'm not a follower, either. I make my own choices, but I hate being alone. I hope to eventually become a writer, and own a little house in the middle of no where, or the middle of New York, Seattle, somewhere cold. I had no social life outside of guard until last July, when I met my boyfriend. I have now befriended most of his friends, and begun to actually spend time outside of my house. My parents hate each other, and only are still together because they are so overly Christian that they don't believe in divorce. I was homeschooled until the end of 4th grade when I transferred into public school after driving my mom so nuts that she could not homeschool us anymore. My mother and I sometimes get along, as long as we avoid politics and religion. My father has always lived with us, and brought in money, but has never bother to get to know us. He sspends his time playing poker online and working. My sister is pretty awesome, until she has guy problems. Then, for some god-awful reason, I have to hear about them every day.
That was longer than I expected.
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Posted: Wed Apr 15, 2009 7:08 am
On March 1st, 1989 in Malmö, Sweden; a boy was born. That boy was me.
I'm the son of an atheist father and an agnostic mother (still happily married). In other words, I wasn't raised religiously. I'm also the oldest of three siblings.
There's not much interesting to say about my life before I started school, so I'll skip to that point.
1st-3rd grade:
I was being bullied back then. I'm not sure if it had something to do with the fact that I so easily started crying, but I would guess it did.
However, this is also the time when I first met my current best friend, Kalle. He was also a victim of bullying. I wonder if that's got something to do with the closeness we now share.
4th-6th grade:
This was better. The bullying had mostly stopped and I was rather happy.
7th-9th grade:
Kalle had transferred to another school, but we still kept in touch.
The outbursts of tears were starting to be replaced by outbursts of rage. The only three fights I've ever been in happened during this time. I lost all three.
The gymnasium (approximately high school; would be 10th-12th grade if you kept counting, which Swedes don't; we start over from 1):
New school, new classmates. I preferred most of my new classmates over most of my old classmates.
I had become much more emotionally stable at this point. No more outbursts of tears or rage. My social skills also developed more during these three years than they had during the last 10. This is when I started joining all kinds of various clubs and extracurricular activities. I think I was a member of at least 90 % of the clubs at my school.
University:
Now we've reached the present. I'm studying game design at the University of Skövde. I've moved away from home because of this (Skövde is four hours away from Malmö by train). I've made lots of good friends here and Kalle is planning to apply for this school next year.
Except for being chronically single, I'm rather happy with my life as it is now.
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Posted: Sat May 02, 2009 3:31 pm
Well my life is going to take a big change at the moment, due to amassing s**t in my life that's driving me insane I'm going on a trip and leaving the country for a bit I CANNOT wait.
First I'm visiting my cousin in Spain and I'm staying there for a bit which will be fun, been a while since I've been to Spain, time to go animal hunting >.<, incase your wondering I love searching for local wildlife, I'm that sad.
Then I'm going to spend a month in France with another cousin, where I plan to eat at every boulangerie and delicatessens that I pass, and try rekindle my knowledge of the language.
Then after that I may be travelling with a friend to America, best thing is that as I'm helping him in business I'm travelling for free, help out for two days have a week and a bit to do whatever I want.
Finally Ive been invited to Iran and I think I'll go.
So I'm looking forward to a lot of fun.
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