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 Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 5:37 pm
♥Love that deadly obsession♥
So, I've been thinking for a while I need a new group of friends.
In this town, I've had about four groups of friends (The "Goth/Gay" Kids: which has split into 2 different groups due to drama., The Christian Kids, and everyone else.) each group I've grown tired of after hanging out with them to much, learning all their weaknesses, and flaws, ect...,
With my current group (One side of the "Goth/Gay" kids) I see many problems that I just can't get away from
First and foremost, they are all over the age of 18, which usually I wouldn't have a problem with except my mom wont let me hang out with them without my sister as a baby sitter. They all ignore me and call me jail bate and s**t. And friends aren't suppose to ignore each other, right?
They compare me to other really freaking hot chicks, talking about how I'm copying those chicks (which is never the case), How those chicks are so much hotter, ect...., Along with that the ******** always put me down, pointing out any flaw they see in me, talking bad about me behind my back, all that fun stuff.
And I'm pretty much tired of it.
I don't know, should I find a new group of friends?
I've tried talking to them about this s**t that's been bugging me and nothing is accomplished.
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Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 9:05 pm
It probably wouldn't hurt to do so.
I have a lot of friends I shouldn't talk to anymore because they treat me really horribly sometimes.
But I just can't seem to let people go :/
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Posted: Mon Mar 23, 2009 4:39 pm
♥Love that deadly obsession♥
Yeah.
I know, That's how I am. It sucks. I can't let people go, even though I really need too. When I go to school in August I guess it will be easier too find friends...But people my age piss me off, so I dunno.
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Posted: Wed Mar 25, 2009 3:59 am
People in general piss me off.
I'm horrible at making new friends unless they talk to me first.
And then it's pretty much over at the end of the year.
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 2:50 am
Truth be told I'll love you till death,
Yeah that's how I am too.
In this town, everyone talked to me first, or somehow I got dragged to a strangers house and became friends.
I'm to the point of wanting to strangle almost all my friends..
and truth be told you already died.
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 1:45 pm
I tend to isolate myself from people in general.
I'm much rather be stuck alone in my head.
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Posted: Fri Mar 27, 2009 4:32 pm
Truth be told I'll love you till death,
I can't win.
I don't like being alone.
and I don't like getting close to people.
I don't like opening up with my friends, because then its easier to take me apart.
So I'm ******** guess it doesn't matter.
My moms turning in the lease April 15th.
Then I'll loose contact with everyone.
and yeah.
and truth be told you already died.
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Posted: Sat Mar 28, 2009 7:43 pm
Ugh, I so hear you there.
As much as I need to isolate myself from people,
I need someone to talk to sometimes.
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Posted: Sat Mar 28, 2009 8:08 pm
Truth be told I'll love you till death,
Yeah, I can't talk to my sister about everything...
I'm fighting with myself hardcore about it too D:
I'm trying to just slowly back away from my "friends"
But its not really working.
and truth be told you already died.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 9:36 am
Been there, done that.
It's really hard leaving people, imo.
Some people just throw others out of their lives.
And I just can't do that, as much as I want to most of the time.
I'm trying to open up more to people.
I don't really tell anyone how I feel about anything, ever.
Except for "I love you." to my boyfriend/fiance.
I am getting a lot better at it though.
Last night was really good for us.
We both kind of opened up and talked about a lot of things that were bothering us in our lives and whatnot.
I just wish it could be that way a lot more often,
because it's hard to be in a relationship with someone when you don't know what's going on with them.
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Posted: Wed Apr 01, 2009 6:49 pm
Truth be told I'll love you till death,
I totally agree, its a pain in the a**. I can't do that either. and I get cabin fever staying home all the time D:
Eh, I can't open up to people to much, I'm paranoid that they will use my secrets against me. D: So its frustrating.
That's good that you can sort of open up to each other.
Oh I know how that is, I couldn't tell my ex ANYTHING. He was a nice guy when we were going out, but he couldn't be serious. So I couldn't tell him anything serious that was going on with me. I really miss my summer best friend D: I could tell him anything. I decided relationships are just trouble, and I don't want that. So until I am with the person I really care about I'm not going to do relationships
and truth be told you already died.
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