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Entry one -

Well yesterday if you consider what time it is, is when I last played. However I missed 2x that day which sucked because my boyfriend gifted me 2x so I could train on a 4x speed. However I over slept it since I was up late the previous night till I leveled. I find my self feeling a bit impatient about leveling now at the same time I feel like giving up.

I'm 111 now that's why though, I'm only 9 levels away from fourth Job. It's so close and yet so far away. However at least I've made it this far I think why give up now? That and I want to prove that I can do it along with being able to leech and help my boyfriend and such.

However it's gotten more complicated than that but that's stuff I don't wish to discuss publicly. Mean time I'm waiting for my friends guild to actually accomplish a full Guild party quest. We know how to do the party quest easy, and we've killed Ergoth before in our old guild ages ago. The problem is that there is either never enough people on, someone always has to go, someone is set away, or one of the main classes we need doesn't want to go, we recruit they leave and the list goes on.

I need us to party quest though so I can make that video I promised them but I can't do it if there afk or not on! *sigh* mean while on the bright side I'm hoping to be able to get to 120 at the same time before we make the video. . but we'll see how long that takes.

I"m hoping to get to 120 before my Hat/Cape/ and Shop nx expires which is april 3rd for my shop and 4th for the cloths. . (I sadly have to use the MTS) which is rather expensive. Now I do live in the United States. . but the problem is where I live doesn't sell them at all in the state I live in, and I can't use the online method do to no Credit Card. However I might be working this summer for the first time. . also another reason I want to be 120 before this summer comes at least by then!

Due to if I'm working I'll be busy and less time to train . . :[ and such. So I will have to make do. That and I'm going broke again. (Sad face) I've done just about every money quest on my mules and main that isn't costly and makes profit and I'm horrible at fming. . and I don't ask people for help / mesos so you can see how it'll be dificult seeing is how I pay 4 - 5 mil in mesos per repot (which only last me one level) so every time I level I have to repot.

I can apq yes, but that's IF I get apples, and the apples with current market prices are only about 2 mil per apple. I like to train everyday. I try and level at least once every two days. . (Sighs) and two pqs would cover it IF I got one apple each pq (cause the extra mil could probably come from looting while training) I'm worried but we'll see how things go I'm giving it my all to reach fourth job! and I refuse to give up!

- Example -

I was training yesterday at Red Wyverns like I have been for the last 21 levels and I'm very sick at the moment fevers, horrible cough that's turning into something else, dizzyness, stomach aches, head aches. . yeah and I forced my self to stay up all night so I could level. I know! don't let ms take over your life but I have a time goal here and it's important to me. I've been playing this game since Maple Seas beta (moved to global for reasons anyways) and I have many characters 9x cb 5'x cleric's I have well over 10 - 15 mules all 30+ though spread out through worlds most are on scania though. It's about time I get to 120 all ready >:c I've had more than enough time. . :[
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but yeah you get the point anyways I'll write more some other time, bye. :'D